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i am not getting married..

2005-11-02T11:35:00.000+08:00

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

dont break my heart..

2005-11-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

it hurts a lot..

2005-10-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

HURRAY!

2005-10-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

"EOYA is only 8 hours away,
and here we are to say HURRAY!"

waiting for the sun to set..

2005-10-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

sorry to all my readers for i have neglected my blog due to heavy academic commitments or rather my reluctance to post stuffs up these days cos i just feel lazy to do so. once again i apologize..

this post will mark a new beginning to the blog, as well as to my life.. so please kindly ignore the childish and lame posts that i have posted up months ago, for i feel that i am becoming different now.

i just met someone special few days ago. This person has the sweetest smile, greatest touch and the most beautiful heart. this person caught my eyes before i made my own introduction, i dont noe why i had the courage to do so, perhaps i was attracted? or was i being foolish. i dunno, but i dont care, cos i know my true feelings the moment i set eyes on this person.

the person replied my message, i was really happy, i had the sudden urge just to express all my likings to this person. for this person i was willing to change.. do anything and even be someone else different. but sadly this person is attached but having problems though.

we had chats. but this person started out to be cold, cos we were still strangers, but i know it will take lots of time and sincerity before i can touch this person's heart. for that i am willing to do so. we'll see, let time have its effects on us..

dear readers, i will soon reveal the identity of this person, although many of you will have no idea who this person is. i think i am no longer struggling with my identity, i am not afraid to let everyone know it, just that some of you may choose to abandon me as a fren or stick with me. the choice is yours, i have no control over it. only true frens stick with each other in times of adversities or regardless of what the person is. for those who are still willing to continue to be my fren even after knowing my identity, i thank you from the bottom of my heart, but those who cant stomach the fact and chooses to leave. i will still like to thank you for giving me gd memories as a fren.

i just chose to be myself and not hide from anyone anymore, thats all...

Mass Rape Party.. MRP

2005-07-15T14:05:00.000+08:00

okie finale, i managed to finish my mrp paper after bitching / quarrelling / fighting / arguing / ~~slapping~~ / screaming / shouting / pulling hairs with my dear mrp partner - chun meng.. jus wanna thank you for being there all the time for the paper, ~~you have to be wad, becos of your scores :P~~ , and sorry for all the misunderstandings we had, hope its all over.. dunnoe why, everytime we quarrel, then we still manage to end off laughing at each other.. too bad we cant do another paper next year, although this year was a fun one! :) *pulls hair and screams* oh dear oh dear, next year mrp is individual work!! nvm.. hehe i have my secret weapon: start at the end of sec 3!! hehehh then no need to struggle!

maybe ngsc should consider a MRP-partnership scheme.. hmm, comparing last year with this year, there was a BIG difference.. i'm really glad that i chose 2 really nice topics to work on, without having to struggle for lit review, unlike my dear ying han, ~~who almost screwed up becos his topic is soo WEIRD and very little research~~ , nevertheles he PULLED through! haha.. so last year i handed in mrp like almost 1 month late? HAHAHA, this year was SUPER rush with chun meng breathing down my neck, bitching me everytime i was late lar.. then not enuff time to check through everything.. ZZZ.. but still did a pretty gd job :P A1 here i come!! whoopee.. rui an, pls do make an effort to hand up your mrp on time.. :)

MADNESS RACING PERIOD IS OVER!!! ~~now it's MASS RAPE PARTY~~ Oppsie, must show respect to the females as well, cannot be an MCP... ARGH! too many MCPs in my class, needa get rid of some!! :P

"i'm going crazy, i jus cant sleep, i'm so excited i'm in deep shit!", PD finals is coming.. gohyy bitching.. crazy am i going... !@#$%^&&*(*&^%$#@!) <- note: they are not vulgaries that i wish to say, jus random typing when i go crazy, like this ijaishoaf...

I'm NOT bitchfitting, just having my period ups and downs..

2005-07-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

i bled today after having a cut on my leg.. terrible, blood flowed out but i chose not to wipe it off, then when i bent down to pick up my handphone on the floor, my pants got stained by the blood.. the spot wasnt big enough to proved that i ~~menstruated~~, just ONE spot only.. sadly sam couldnt provide me with sanitary pads cos he ran out himself.. LOL, jk..

edc elections over liao, jun shyang got the chairman post, jerry vice chair, and eliseus JUNIOR treasurer ~~(he only just joined drama for 6 months)~~, and weiseng happily got into exco ~~to join someppl~~, nothing much really going on for ep3, jus awaiting the public performance, to change guilds, and to get a chance to play in the new script.. ~~hope they strike off ezra from the actor crew~~ i kept the part of my promise.. did you do so?

mrp, smrp, bsp, PD, note: there's a 'P' in everyone of them.. jus going mad over them, and bitching around helps me to reduce stress, and maybe ~~like weiseng~~ i'm suffering from Periodic Male Tension (PMT), another 'P' in it as well, but unlike him i dont have mood swings lar.. lilong stop accusing me of bitchfitting, it's NOT a sin or crime, i'm NOT btw, ~~maybe you think i havent bitch you enough yet :P~~.. i shall have my revenge..

speaking of revenge.. gohyy has been back-stabbing me with his sarcasm lately for the bio smrp proj.. he sort of cursed me that day, and i gave him the kind of 'do-i-look-like-i-give-a-damn-look' and he is damn pissed.. and how dare he touch my handphone, horrible and even threw it! ~~fuck him~~.. i jus ignored him lar, cos no point bitching with him, i havent unleashed all my power yet, reserving it for other purposes.. but after turning up EVERYDAY for the bio proj, his attitude has CHANGED for the BETTER.. started talking to me and guiding me through the proj.. since PD is coming, he HAS NO CHOICE.. Jun shyang's grp is DEAD/INACTIVE/NON-FUNCTIONING/SLACKING/TRANSPARENT.. (according to gohyy), so all his hopes are shattered but we are reviving him, and we MUST..

fat danny, useless ezra, lame cheng liang...

2005-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

haha, so much for the tile of this post, was tricking mark lee into believing that i'm the ~~FAT~~ danny chee online, haha BOO, he fell for it! talking about fat leads me to think about USELESS, and the most USELESS person i can think of is Ezra, who is screwing up in the council, dont ask me why and how, ask how useless and why is he useless, that i CAN explain lol. talking about useless leads me to think about LAME, and the most LAME person i can think of is Cheng Liang, who is ~~almost non-existent~~ in the council, and his lame jokes are seriouly getting on everyones' nerves.. and their fatness, uselessness, and lameness is are further supported by mr tanhy, who niaoed them in front of the council during AAR, he didnt name them lar, but was like mentioning, "ai yah, i know who are refering to lar, the CL, DC and EG, i will talk to them, dont worry", when the sec 2s complained about these 3 ppl who are almost NON-EXISTENT in council..

enough of them, ezra's face is enough to turn ppl off and make ppl churn out their intestines... btw mark, dont worry, you are much better than they are! =)...

nanyang's engaging china forum was interesting, especially the part where we went to kop notes, LOL, and i was highly disturbed by the principal, who mentioned: "we need to speak both english and chinese, since we are a SAP school." ok, yinghan and i stared at each other and gave this disturbing look when we heard wad she said, she was publicly NIAOING the other participants who werent SAP schools, and assuming that they DONT speak english NOR chinese. it was such a total insult, had i wish the principal had her brains with her that day, damnit, i should have wrote this down under the comments section. the rest of the presentation was boring because they were presented by the nanyang students, but the only one that i loved was presented by the The Little Entreprenuers (TLE), they rock! ... the presentations by the girls
were soo boring to the extent that YINGHAN was snoring, and his SNORES were overheard a teacher, who turned around to look at him, LOL... i was laughing like shit then. admit it, their teacher even fell asleep themselves during the course of the presenations, and i was laughing like even MORE madly this time, until lilong and yinghan got mad at me for being 'over-bitchy', the climax was when i exclaimed out LOUD: " this is seriously getting BORING!", very loudly, trust me, the rest were shocked, cos they were afraid the teachers might overhear the comment, but nevertheless, i ignored them and continue to bitch about the sleeping teacher. haha i pissed min zhe off as well.. the whole forum experience was spoiled at the start, when JIA XIN - the DUCK tried to flirt with a nanyang usher who had eyes like CATS, but he FAILED, haha damn zhi bei and everyone niaoed him about his FAILURE, such a turn-off! i bet the caty girl freaked out with his ducky voice. *quack quack*

then was facs roleplay 2nd was interesting, made some new frens, and seniors were bitching, gave us a thrashing, and everything ended soo late... i cant wait to move in now, pls be ready before SLC k?

now, i'm worried that our frens from muar wont come over during august for the exchange prog, something terrible happened, and the reason lies with our captain according to them, btw, pei xia i will pray for your speedy recovery!

that was all for the week, and i'm looking forward to the Nanyang Youth Forum, it seems that i'm visiting nanyang quite a lot these days.. haha, nah~ i wan to have fun, yea! tata now..

permanently prunny hands...

2005-05-29T15:14:00.000+08:00

oh great ppl, my hands are getting prunny with all those washing i have to do, now that my maid is gone... boo, now i'm stuck with like 1 month of household chores to do??? ewww i rather give up my com, not touch it for like one week, just to skip all these boring chores... NOT that i'm born with a silver spoon stuck in my mouth, or served by thousands of servants, to the extent that i have never done any household chores before. I have experience, just that i dont have contact with them much often... THEY are PHYSICALLY torturing plus MENTALLY as well! i shall endure for just one month.. ONE month isnt long... as if.. *tear trickles down*

"i hate mervin from Kids Central..", please ignore the previous statement, just some random thoughts while watching tv. okie, back to sch life... lots of things happened, cant remember everything but a couple that left a deeper impression... all i know now is that holidays are here, and it's time or me to mug my ACE, physics, biology and maths ACE stands at zero... -trys to recall last year-, around the same thing too for last year, sadd -.-" and my smrp proj is driving me nutz, with gohyy breathing down my neck all the time... *breathless*

last week, phew, i'm surprised to say my grp survived gohyy's blastings, erm ok i wont say he blasted, but just reprimanded with a strict look on his face, pretending to abandon us and heck care about our proj... hello? *knocks on his hollow head*... -echoing sound- who won $ for our proj and gave him the glory? and da xian's disappearance from almost every meeting is making gohyy mad all the time!! da xian, you are sooo toasted! haha *evil laughter*.. anywayz, i dont noe wad he has contributed to the proj, maybe something, but too minor to be remembered.. lol and now we are struggling with more competitions like th biotech fair, and life sciences product business plan, omg, as if the proj isnt torturing enough? *screams for help!*

the humanities seminar series was rather successful, WITHOUT the presence of Tobias, notice, it is without him, then everything went smoothly... he was somehow absent on that day haha... and the whole LT2 was like floooded with ppl who are
a) interested in discussing about humanities related issues (total bullshit!)
b) trying to mock the egoistic bastard speaker (more like it! lol)
c) oggling at the scgs and nyghs gals (i bet 80% was doing this haha)

next session would be on lit, and this time more gals would be present i think, probably rgs as well, so dont miss this great oppurtunity ppl... anyway the whole OT for humanities seminar seriously despises the speaker, we were scribbling bad things behind his back on the whiteboard before the seminar started, and pissed ms ng off, lol :P

then was the interview which went pretty well, competition was tough i must say, but nvm, it's more of an experience thingy for me... was rather nervous at the start but cooled down later on, so no big deal nor major screw ups lol..

sadly, CIP@CPS was postponed cos mrs chia said she had something like, maths day i think for the kids and they were SUPER busy... i dont like the name CIP@CPS weiseng, nice of you to think of such an 'uncool' name... bah~ try something nice, i will brainstorm someday to change this ugly name, it makes the volunteers sound like they are desperate for CIP hours... tsk tsk lol. the first meeting was FRUSTRATING cos hongwei kept disturbing me, (i had the urge to bang the keyboard against his head LOL) and DISAPPOINTING cos only like 1/2 of all the members turned up? ppl like weiseng, HEAD of Admin didnt turn up, giving lame excuses like meeting ms koe, couldnt you have sped up the meeting and rushed down for the meeting like the rest who has sacrificied their time for this meeting? anywayz.. speaking of weiseng makes my blood boil and turns me TOTALLY off lol, but i was very PLEASED with boon haow for his efficiency and organizational skills, well done! *3 cheers* "dont you dare challenge my authority!!!" is wad normally weiseng will growl at me during PMS mood... then i will go lalala~~~ and that makes him even more pissed!! lol

sam, the typical pig was CHALLENGING weiseng's authority on thursday when we met up for the Muar trup discussion. HE DIDNT DO HIS REPORT AT ALL, unlike everyone, even including sin yuan, who shocked me and had my jaw drop on the floor, completed our reports. ONLY SAM DIDNT -> conclusion: PIGS ARE INDEED LAZY. he refused to admit his mistake, typical piggish style. enough of pigs, they make me sick.. *pukes*

okie, friday was the day i was most looking forward to, because it is EOTA!! whoopie, and boy i attended this culinary course to make MY very own pizza and chocolate brownies! it was a grp thingy, so we basically screwed up our brownies (it wasnt well baked), but nevertheless we was the fastest to complete our tasks and the brownies still tasted nice.. lol the teacher was an ITALIAN woman who spoke to us with her POWDERFUL ENGLAND, and was constantly mummbling nonsense under her breath... but her skills are GOOD, so GOOD that everyone kowtowed to her.. -.- and i'm proud to say i made the BIGGEST pizza among all 15 students and it was HEAVENLY~~ the taste was like 'awww' + *moaning sounds*, btw for all those out there, I DO COOK and CAN cook WELL, haha, next time i shall whip something up for the class.. lol~

mangrove phobia..

2005-05-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

WET, MUDDY, GROSS, MOSQUITO-INFESTED, DANGEROUS, FUN, was what i experienced during our mangrove swamps studies... lol

my PCK boots sank in the muddy swamp, i planned to leave it there, but gohyy insisted that i bring it back lol, then we were all covered in mud which was smelly and dark but GOOD for spa. i wanted to bring some mangrove swamp mud back for the teachers in our sch, package it nicely and tell them it's the spa cream... heheh. boon haow and i got like the whole of ourselves wet and muddy, except for some ppl who were VERY particular about cleaniness, *erhmm dont wish to name*, were clean and dry and obviously didnt enjoy themselves very much like i did!

but now i'm scared of mangrove swamps cos clement got injured in it, he got a cut or something, overall mangrove swamps rock but stink! we killed lots of wild-life organisms like mini crabs, one step then they are DEAD... and we had to tear down trees to make way for us to walk through the mangrove swamp cos we were sinking in too fast. we were suppose to conserve them, instead we killed them... -.- gohyy suggested we do thinkquest on mangrove conservation, and i think under diffuculties met during proj, we should put down "irony of project"...

okie, climbing mt. orphia (is this how i spell it? lol) was tough but fun, who says we dont experience things in CAMP? we CLIMBED, SWAM, RAN, TREKKED, PICNICKED, FELL, SLIPPED, and INJURED ourselves during the whole mt. climbing experience... we took 3hrs to go up and 2 to come down. but along the way we rested, played in the waterfall, swam and many many more fun things. things were more fun when you have gals to be with... heheh, and our dear terrance is now enganged with a gal we met during the muar trip, he was like sooo sweet to take care of her up and down the climb, wish i had someone too to help me.. lol, and we are now teasing this pair of couple lol..

lol, yea i'm sunburnt! i must be mad you might be thinking, but i couldnt help being exposed to the sun during the farm tour and mt. climbing. we ploughed in the fields and weeded the plants! soo fun leh.. and to pass time, we were cracking cold jokes which got the girls laughing their heads off lol.. i'm darker now!! whooopie!

lessons in sch were fun too, except for maths, cos the teacher resembled png and was BORING TO THE CORE!!! i slept in front of him, lol... and the class wass soo enthu, but silent during english lessons when we made our self-intro, lol.. and they think clement is cute! okie, the girls took my handphone and took and pic of themselves and placed it as my display pic haha, and they did it to weiseng too! i took some 'funny' pics and will upload them soon. dont worry ppl, i didnt forget about you all, will buy some gifts one lar... but now i spent like over 100 dollars during the shopping spree liao ><" *sorry*

and raymond ng is soo nice to mee, *i think i will fall in love with him* lol, lame lar -.-, i will buy something for him, heheh, and i'm going to mug for my lit and maths test liao.. tata! ><

muar experience..

2005-05-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

lol... the heat is really killing me and getting on my nerves, plus not forgetting the sweat glands ><"...

okie here i am in CHUNG HWA HIGH SCHOOL, short form a.k.a C.H.H.S, blogging in their school com lab, lol. so far everything is cool, i mean hot... went touring around the school, which to me was rather cool, except that they did not have those really high-tech stuffs compared to our school.. ohh the ppl here are like SUPER friendly, and there are these really cute ppl who are bringing us around..

i have to admit i screwed up the self-intro part when i was like damn shy even to speak... who dares to make a din in a class which is like soo ENTHU into everything, boos at everything the monitor says, and claps at every single thing that they find cool... freaky eh? but their class spirit is like duh~ strong... and they are very open towards making new frens which made my life totally easier...

the school was basically like ours... not really much of a difference except for the size and facilities. the self-intro took away 30 mins of the lessons, leaving us with only like 10 mins for chemistry lessons before school actually ended? then came the tour whcih was freaking hot and now we are chilling off at the com lab, before going back to someone else's house for overnight for like 7 days...

ngsn, raymond ng and my make-up lit cum maths tests are driving me nutz... raymond,will you pls reply my mail or at least give me a call?

black magic brewing... hehe

2005-05-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

Black Mage

You scored 21% physical, 75% magic, 30% versatile, and 32% good!

Whee, destruction and doom! You might not have a cold, black heart, but chances are you're pretty evil. You're also in tune with elemental forces, which you prefer to use to destroy evil creatures. And you're good at what you do. However, in your eagerness to control such awesome power, you probably haven't trained yourself for actual combat very much. While you identify with the phrase "stabbity death," you probably would not be able to hold your own in a real fight without your magic.

freaky...

2005-05-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wooo... this is soo freaky and true... lol

transgenic froggies... soo cute!

2005-04-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

how about this for breakfast?

yippie, skipped sch today, ng soo nee no longer pissed, went to Biopolis to have FUNN, came back got bad news from ngsc (expected) and skipping sch tmr again! yeah =9

erpz maybe i shouldnt use the word 'skipped', should be 'excused from school with special permission' such as attending an A*star bio proj workshop at Biopolis... Sam went with me, or else i will be bored to death sia... reached there to find ppl from other schs there, like acsi, ri, tjkgs, vjc, acjc, tjc and etc... got our passes, the place is highly secured must have passes to tour around to open door and stuffs like that...

started off with a ppt presentation on lab safety, then got to wear lab coats (they were SO cool!), the facilities they have there are very advanced, got paired up with this scgs gal for experiments, kinda chio though, but seriously very shy. if tmr she is still so shy, i shall ask her to leave me to do the experiment alone and she will go stand in a corner and face the wall... lol no experiments for us today, but went to look at how froggies had their DNA strands changed, how to do micro-injection (hands on), and the part which was the most gross, was the part where we witnessed the lab guy disect a male frog to remove its testis, ewwww, all the guys there were like squinching in their positions... he first put the frog to sleep, then cut the skin and muscles to reveal the heart, lungs, intestines and other gross organs... *feeling sick*... took out all the irrelevant organs, found the testes, cut them and stored them in the freezer... and had to end the poor frog's life by snipping its heart into 2 with a scissors, wrapped it up and threw away... everyone felt sad for the frog, but no choice, we need his SPERMS... then he squeezed the eggs out from the female frog, it was like *ouch* *ouch* *ouch*... then fertilised the eggs with the 'mashed' up sperms to develop tadpoles... got to see the cells in the eggs split, from 1 to 2 to 4 to 8 to many many more... met some interesting ppl, like 1 from acsi, and another one from acjc.. lol

had lunch with sam and the professor in charge of the faculty, chatted with him, and you know wad? SAM IS ON ATKINS DIET!!! he forces himself not to take carbohydrates, nor any other food, i forced him to eat some food lar if not he will not have energy for the course... he claims that he does not have a good figure, and decides to work on it through a diet... but he says he will give up after 2 weeks -.-" erpz...

got hands on experiments to work on... then got bored when there was nothing to do but wait... sam and i became lame and began to dramatise our edc syf play, switched roles here and there... and were laughing our asses off... the others were engrossed in the hands on, and we finished early... lalala, and was getting a but spastic when we were playing with dead tadpoles, mangaling their dead bodies, plucking off their eyes and etc other hoorrible stuffs... lol

okie, tmr hope that i will have more fun!! and ohh i will be bring the cam sam, to take some 'interesting' stuffs as well as pics for the bio proj... lol whoopie, 'excused' from boring hwa chong lecture!

Madness Racing Period...

2005-04-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

Jin Di and Jonathan:
You did not submit a lit review for your MRP. You need to hand in one as soon as possible, if not you'll get zero for this section.

Chuan Yi and Yu Wei:
Your MRP is long overdue. If i don't see it by tomorrow or get an explanation from you, i'll be calling your parents.

regards,Ms Foo

interesting mail i received today... kinda reminds me of daxian and yijunn's mrp case, and thankfully it was saved... lol

couple of things to be Happie today :), like did kinda well for geog MOCK test, (although i missed out a chunck of 6 marks cos i didnt noe how to do :P, tried though but no more time) and was very kind to tell Paul the contents of the test and teach Dominic how to interpret graphs with lilong bugging me -.- ngsc was physco to turn e air con in LT2 to full blast and make us freeze to death during the test... horrible bleah~... then went for this chemistry workshop hosted by this bitch who attitude us halfway during the course... then wed, thurs and fri NOOO lessons, yippie!!! coooooll... and i dont have to go for OBS, lalala, yinghan tagging along whooopp!

but sadly there are a couple of urgent matters at hand, ngsoonee was pissed at the fact that i have to attend this a*star bio proj course and miss 2 of her lessons, she told me to cancel it sia, but too late le... and she's BLOODY pissed, -staring at me with her big scary eyes-, it was totally freaky... blah blah blah with her test coming up and all those shit that will follow... she said i missed her lessons a lot of times liao, for science symposium, council investiture, thats all? 2 only wad...

i tried to ignore you... but it's hard... seriously... i'm at a loss now, i dont noe wad to do or say, will someone help me? maybe you already noe about it, cos it's like so obvious... but pls dont try to avoid the issue... cos running away wont help either of us... jus lost T_T...

i'm signin the MRP divorce paper with chunmeng, we shall no longer be life partners for MRP, we have to choice to choose another partner and "marry" again to work on MRP, miss cheong will be our witness for the divorce ceremony... chunmeng, you let me down, i have no choice ><"

ohh yea, and lilong was super "bitchay" today, he mus have gone nutz becos of teocm's influence, dun noe what got into him, but he's acting weird these days... he mus be suffering from the "teocm stress and mental torture" side effects, sadly there's no cure, it requires much of one's own determination and will power to overcome the fear (barrier) that forms between teocm and him, and learnt to appreciate teocm... i sort of survived 2 years liao hehe, and we are on good terms lolly...

and jin di pls work harder to complete your lit review k? i noe you can do it one, jus dont be so slackky... and i witness the ulitmate roar of SLIM for Tobias, kinda scary but alan me and dominic stood aside... i dont wan to be roared at!!! argh

get SLIM at e gym...

2005-04-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

Tobias and the team for 1st Humanities Seminar Series,

I am colossally angry. I waited on Thurs and Fri for your evaluation report until 6pm on these two days but to no avail.Can you guys please get Tobias to call me at -censored- [latest hp] Is the report ready. I can't wait any longer. Need to start the next seminar preparation.
All reports including Jerry & Dominic's Emcees' scripts should be included.

Meet me after the flag raising at my office.

Urgent!!!

Tobias, ps don't always make me wait. Very rude !!!!!!!!! You better speak to me and not waste my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chengyi , Alan and whoever ps ask Tobias to speak to me.

Friday.... Sat... sun...................................

I hope I need not speak to Tobias only on Monday..........................................................

Where is the evaluatiuon report?Tobias...............................................................................................................................................................

Is tobias very slack......actions thus far seem to suggest so...... Team members, ps feedback to me....... Tobias has so far given me No feedback to me .....Don't waste my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mr. samuel Lim
Working hand in hand ... commitment always....

ohh, SLIM is angry... and it's all becos of TOBIAS... i'm truly sorry that i have to openly critisize you on my blog about your inefficiency, slackiness and lagcaldasical attitude that is pissing everyone off so BADLY. i am sick and tired of calling you everyday with no one picking up the f*cking phone!!! and you lied to SLIM that you lost your f*cking phone when you were using it in front of meee! you are horrible!!! argh!!! *regains composure* although you didnt exhibit any leadership qualities (obviously you dont have any), i'm still quite pleased with the fact that things did go well for the seminar itself, with the help and cooperation of the ENTIRE OT, and me screaming my head off at you at times to get things working... seriously i had enough of this madness... and thank god that they decided to let alan be OS for the next round.. phew at least alan is more trustworthy... bleah~ jus for once get things done right TOBIAS! send him the evaluation form or else he will give you the ULITMATE ROAR (i'm kinda curious how it sounds like, maybe you can try it for me lol)

cant you see that SLIM colossally angry? and that he cant wait any longer? i bet he was banging the keyboard against the wall when he was typing this emb msg, and venting his anger on the keyboard with all those !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ......................... and then giving his sadsitic scream followed by the *evil laughter* i think SLIM will only be able to see TOBIAS next friday lol, so lagg... ai yah i give up hope on you liao... bleah~

and speaking of which, SLIM is being despised by masses of students from the whole sch, dun noe why, personality? pro-ed ppl hate him liao siao haha, die under him for english... and i struggling under his tormentous rule of history with all those THICK THICK piles of history tutorial notes, teocm, save me? lol

stabbed... bleeding

2005-04-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

let's see, today was a rather nice day, except when things turned out horrible at night... nearly stabbed myself with a pencil, and crying for no obvious reasons, perhaps it's depression... erpz dun be silly, just some other stuffs... like being stabbed in the back and left to bleed to death without notice?

went for sushi with kenneth, and 'somebody' today, cos i had a sudden cravin for sushi... kenneth, i noe it's ex, but it's still your treat right? lol jus kidding... oh yea and i have to pay for the 'somebody' part... dun feel like doing so now, but no choice cos i promised already... eating sushi was FUN, eat and eat and eat is what we did, besides drink and drink and drink, lame lar... I ordered sooo much food, that we had to end up playing games to force each other to eat up the remaining food... and kenneth's gal keep calling him during lunch and disturbing us *pissed look*... and nearly lost all appetide with kenneth and his mushy words... talked a lot about some daily stuffs, and cracked lame jokes (considering e fact that kenneth is doing cold jokes for PD)... bleah~ and i screwed up the whole table by messing things up... soya sauce everywhere... lol and kenneth, pls keep the secret and the one about my family k? :)

then went shopping... had to destress no choice... lol, met up with kenneth's gal... said hi and nothing else, and we happened to be in the same shop... and bloody kenneth was making me and her feel soo akward.. lol he keeps pinching my face in front of his gf? and saying weird -censored- stuffs in front of me and her... -.-, erm her name is SHARON, and apparently, according to kenneth, he is toying with her, so girls out there, pls notice that kenneth is a FLIRT! lol

adrian told me we got $2000 fundings for proj, yippie totally cool! and now have to buck up for proj le... too slacky lol

horrible, got stabbed in the back by some ppl , then crap a lot about me in front of others, i should have seen that evil plan coming... perhaps i was too naive to trust him too much and actually believe that he wont do anything like he promised... now he has everything, and me? NOTHING... even got despised, he got what i wanted the most, snatched it from me... and maybe becos of this, i'm crying in front of the com now... apologies wont work, cos they are not at all sincere, i realised i was dumb to place my trust in you... i've learnt my mistake, wont fall for your trick again...

the only thingy that kinda cheered me up a bit, was that leney called home! she's doing well in australia (happy for her), and i missed her so badly... wished she was back to help me solve this madness... and stay up all night to chat about stuffs... and not having to actually confide in that 'somebody'... i cried on the phone with her... asked me why but refused to say... come back during holidays k? waiting...

btw, i'm ending my previous post on the UK trip with: "the trip was fun and enriching and i enjoyed myself, although i spent a f*cking huge sum of money". depressed-. dying-. disintergrated-. (speaking of which i need to study for geog MOCK test) sian-.-

jet-lagg...

2005-03-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

okie ppl, i'm back from UK liao! bought gifts for you all lar... but not for everyone cos 1) things there are too expensive and they are in pounds 2) i seriously dont noe wad to get for each and everyone of you 3) i dont have such a big lagguage to bring all those stuff i bought back 4) you have been mean to me, so i dun like you and dun wan to get you something... lol

let's see the trip was pretty fun... lots of stuffs to see, practically everything was great... except for the food lar *keep repeating itself everyday - especially breakfast, eggs, bacon, sausages, hashbrowns, etc* ohh and i love the stay in the YHA (youth hostel accomadation), pretty cool cos i never stayed there before, it's like they have double deckbeds in a room and you squeeze 4 ppl into one room that has a basin inside. and the toilets and shower areas are so small, you can only go in one person at one time... the nights just passed quickly cos everyone was tired, reach room *flops* then snore like siao... and *ahem* some ppl just dont bathe after each day, they prefer to dragg until the next day then bathe, and bring their smelly body to bed... *pukes* disgusting... bah~

flight there to london, i sat next to this "gayish" guy according to his dressing style, didnt get a chance to tok to him, the only 2 things i said to him was sorry and excuse me, and marcus lee was lucky to sit next to this old man (bangaldesh) i suppose and got to tok to him lol... reach london at around 5.20 am their time... ji early so nothing to do lor, the tour guide brought us to TESCO, giant supermarket, gave us 3 pounds each to shop for our lunch, 7 of us came together to have 21 pounds and bought lots of stuffs for lunch... went to cambridge later on to visit the peaceful town... went to see all the colleges there, and heard it's super ex to study there... after the tour, the 7 of us set down for a picnic lunch in the cambridge, it was damn fun. cos the wind keep blowing all our stuffs away then you have to chase and eat at the same time, our hands also damn cold that time... and da xian's picnic map was like damn dirty? lol after all the fun, we went to the York - ghost town.

Night fell, but we could not eat yet... we had to go through a ghost tour, the cold and wet weather added up to the atmosphere... pretty scary, then you will see all those buildings soo tall and dark... and the ghost tour guide looked like a mad man, so you can guess how it felt that time i suppose? and York was famous all the killings that went on during the past days, and it was rumoured that you would be able to heard screaming and laughters of dead children, or see funny stuffs, and the only person in our group who apparently saw something was glenn and he was so freaked out... and the darn tour guide only told us the YHA we were staying in York was haunted after a few days later... -.-

morning, we attended a service, went through all the procedures, stood and sat many times, sang our hearts out with the rest of the ppl, pretended to be serious and respectful, actually is cant wait for it to end, spent one whole hour in the church listening to the priest talk and watch ppl receiving communition... the church choir was simply amazing, their voices were damn powerful, and little boys were inside, i suppose they could fight our VE and thrash them like siao lol, and harsh reality, when the voices of the "little" boys break, they would be kicked out of the choir, sadd :^6... then went to walk the roman walls, which was a damn long walk, we were actually lost, but somehow found our way. actually we were playing the amazing race, there was a detour for us, to walk the long and direct way, or walk the short but confusing route... a few teams chose the long and direct one, which i did too, and got lost even worse... had fish and chips for lunch, yuck, damn oily and fattening... then those f*cking pigeons keep coming to peck your food and marcus's coke was toppled over a pigeon, luckily i smart, went inside a phone booth to eat lol, and watch a zhi bei guy perform on the street and he failed to get the ppl's attention and had to stop his performance... sadd, later went to Bronte Parsonage for a musem tour of the Bronte's sistas house, and learn about their enriching but short lives... the museum was cool, very cool, and if you still dont noe who the Bronte sistas are, they are the ppl who wrote Wuthering Heights, Jane Eyre, and blah blah blah... then later we reached Lake District at night, the YHA was situated in front of a beautiful lake...

went to take a look at the lake in the morning, and it was damn cold but the scenery was so awesome... fed some swans and ducks... before leaving for Grasmere, a small village in which a poet named william wordsworth was born and buried... and we were told to do an environmental evaluation of the village, rather fun lol, then yong jie and i went to the playground to play, and they had this feature you cannot find in playgrounds here, afterwards was a morning walk on Rydal Mount, the walk was tiring but enriching and the scenery from the mountain top was captivating, you could see the whole lake from the top... took this chance to make more frens by having a long chat with them about everything under the sun... the fun came later on when we had to do a river study, picked a nice quiet shallow river and went inside to do some measurements... dont noe what went into me, maybe it was fun i guess, i volunteered to go into the icy chilly water... then the river water would seep into your boots and freeze up your foot... i stood in the water for too long le, nearly for frostbitten... luckily mr ng was there to save mi life... he used his BARE hands to hold my foot and keep it warm... i was damn embarrassed that time, blushin like siao and shih hang was video-taping it lol! not forgetting chu ming too who helped me... hehe went to the william wordsworth museum and went around his beautiful garden, had lunch there, sandwich and mr juicy... then left for the dock which we were suppose to take the cruise... tried the ice cream shop which had 132 flavours, and went to get some chocolates, then rushing back to the dock where i accidentally sat on pigeon SHIT. i was like SHIT, what the SHIT, what the SHIT did i get myself into? luckily, the SHIT only got into a small area of my jacket, got the SHIT off easily... boarded the cruise and cruised our way back to our YHA for the night... and again unfortunately, Da Xian got a geek pic of me... bah~

trip to old traffold was crazy and terrible when you have a bunch of fanatic boy fans rushing to see every single SHIT of their team's home... -.- they behaved like hooligans, primary school kids and were soo enthu about everything there, i dont see such enthusiam in lessons...-.-" i must say man u's home was simply too big and so much to see, the field was like "wow"? and we got to go into the changing rooms of the football stars, and they had their own areas to change lol, and one fun thing was the guide played some cheering fans making-lots-of-sound tape and made us run out from where the players came out from and pretended we were going to enter a football match, pretty cool and fun... and through out the entire man u stadium tour, i was persuading yong jie (fan of liverpool) to like man u as well and enjoy the tour, but you noe, die-heart fans... he refused to listen lol. bought some man u stuffs for some ppl... then left for the manchester city tour... this one was boring at some parts, but overall was ok, and yong jie won a drink from the guide which was called vimto (something like that) which had the anagram of vomit lol. Urbis was very interesting, a modern museum which potrays lots of stuffs about the changing world and modern society... i spent too much time viewing everything that i didnt have tine to shop there... there was this area inside where you could make a card and paste it on a wall in the museum... and some idiots (you know who you are) created rubbish cards with silly names and pictures on it and they think it's cool... and there were info you could fill in like "likes" and "dislikes", they filled in likes ME, dislikes YOU... lame right? -.-" then some could not make the cards becos of them when time ran out, they were hogging onto the com that made this cards... checked into YHA again...

next we headed to stratford-upon-avon to visit william shakespeare's birthplace and the exhibition and i am so into william shakespere now... i mean his plays are chim -.- but certainly much influenced by the 'the complete works of william shakespere' comedy, which was totally hilarious and awesome that i fell in love with HIM... i mean his plays and talents... okay, enough of shakespere craziness... and later warwick castle... this one was a disappointment, as all the castles i have dreamt of, this one is totally out of the picture... it became a TOURIST SPOT, which meant only 10% of the real castle was preserved, the rest was all SOOO FAKE! and received racism there for 'feeding' a peacock, but some idiots went 'chasing' after it and that led to trouble with some guy coming up and say"DONT MESS WITH THE PEACOCK!"... wadever he is so irrevelant... and the day ended...

ahhh... followed on was wad i was waiting for THE ROMAN BATH... which was pretty cool, sad we couldnt have a dip in the baths, seemed extremely "spa" like, ohhh and Tobias made me totally embarrassed at the museum, he was following me to the toilet, and everywhere, and peeped at me when i was in the cubicle *he saw nothing hehe...* and he TOTALLY DISTRACTED me that i forgot to return the audio guide which starting BEEPING LIKE HELL, EVERYONE STARED AT ME... and BLUSH!

series of unfortunate events...

2005-02-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

8 more days counting down, before i leave for UK... Woot! will be gone the whole sabbatical week... yea yea yea... *twists and shouts*, at least got a couple of ortus boys going too... man should i start packing now? then later if not last min job again, forget this forget that... and da xian seems to be interested in having a private moment with melvin chng, he wans to watch BBC with him!!! i bet he's gonna do something silly and land into trouble and receive his punishment (watch bbc with melvin)... -.-

ok, chill man, heading to cambridge university the first day already when we land, i'm gotta really open my eyes wide enough to take everything in, should be amazing there. then vist a palace *ohh and i love castles and palaces* , especially haunted ones, first time going to a palace so gonna see lots of interesting things there... plus place where william shakespere's was born, this one might be sian... speaking of which i must go read up on lots of lit stuff before the trip, *sat and sun meng read lit*, like pride and prejudice (havent read, but heard of it), then blah blah blah lar...

oh yea, we would be watching a play too... Les Miserable (dont pronounce in english, not the correct way) and some geog and hist when we go see stonehedges... ohh MoSt importantly, hehe.. we would go to the home of the red devils - home trafford, eat out your hearts guys! lol *shant be mean* and some church, can also go for morning service, ji cool! not forgetting the museums, i jus love museums, beautiful place, and i'm gonna have so much fun crusing on a lake... lalala...

thats basically a simple outline but got other stuffs, hehe cant wait for this trip *de-stress*, it may all sound so nice, but it's very ex... and i managed to get a pool of resources from my family hehe *smart*... grandpa and grandma helped with 1600 dollars ++ then aunts 500 dollars ++ , ehh grandmother 500 dollars ++ <- but mom insist i dont take this, then later i only need to fork out 1000 dollars ++ :P hehez... dad and mom will give me pocket money and soo will my uncle... yea i love them soo mucchhh!!! and n not forgetting the HATs 500 dollars, this one also helped, if not i cannot go leee...

i'll be leaving on 4th march, which is the day of the release of the movie - a series of unfortunate events... mann, i'm like waiting so long for this lorr... i read all the books until series 9 le... and i jus love lemony snicket's books... his views are so pessimistic but funny, love violet, klaus and sunny, they are soo interesting... anyone wan to watch this movie together? and this movie comprises of 3 series together... i wan to watch after i come back, plus seoul raiders and constantine.. ji long nver watch movie lee... so busy and sian... *help!*

recently, a series of unfortunate events has happened upon mee... but i will overcome it with violet's flexibilty and creativity, her innovation skills , klau's intelligence and determination, his research skills and sunny's optimistic mind and cuteness, and her sharpp teethh... i will be like them, survive even in the harshest conditions and live the best out of their lives... =9

me = mugger?

2005-02-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

ohh great... li long told me to blog, since he said i never blog for ji long le (which i did so last sat)... needa to clear something up with someone in this post...

apparently, someone *erm hem* thinks i'm a mugger a.k.a nerd who studies till the very late and night and panic when tests come and attempts to get FULL marks for everything... jus becos he saw a 10/10 score on my geog assignment, and starts claiming that i'm a MUGGER and called me a 'gay' in the face... how great... besides, it's like sealing my mouth right away, i didnt even have the chance to rebute lor... now i make it clear that it was merely jus a wkst, and all the answers were para-phrased and editted, copied from marrian cheong's (wadever her name is) physical geog book. ji accuse me.

lame lar... me = mugger? scoring well = gay?, nice definitions btw... wadever, i only study one day before the test, and take my scores well wad, dont care whether gd or bad lor, take for example - bio, i screwed up the whole thing, but i dont give a damn lor, jus work harder next time can liao larr... ji mugger me.

confused...

2005-02-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

damn fei, i've been confused with someone else all the time and now everything is turning dark and i'm starting to lose faith in certain things... oppurtunities are slipping away from my grip... argh i feel so tired now that everything is being so confusing between me and the other person... i'm missing out on a lot... she said that i will be going for it, in the end my name didnt appear on the list, must god torture me like this? giving me hope and chances at one time and making them disappear in an blink of an eye, leaving me feeling so lost and disappointed...

maybe seriously i should consider changing sch, dunnoe, but got strong feelings to do so.

and majority of 3k is staying in hostel and claim that their lives there are FUN, i feel damn jealous, cos i'm missing things out again. sian

btw, happie chinese newie year everyone, a bit lag -.- it's a lousy year for me booo

totally rocks!

2005-02-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

woot... am so happy today! first things first, our class - 3K won the FIRST prize in the cny deco competition!!! Yea yea yea... lalalala... totally rocks... and jeremy goh from 3I dont cannot accept e fact that 3K rocks and we rule with e first place... it's really a piece of gd news to meee... wheee... my efforts paid off, I mean EVERYONE's effort paid off... *i'm not self-centered k?* bernard thinks i should go and collect the prize on cny eve cos he said i did most of the thingy, but should i? nah... it was a class effort, but wad i really hope is that people appreciate my efforts, critisize if you must so i can make improvements but pls dont give sarcastic ones, cos i'm full of sarcasm if you wan it *not as good as CM though*... yea lots of things happened on the way of this competition but we managed to pull it through... and got what we deserved... pssss 3I's design is last min one... no wonder wont win lar... 3K rocks! lala... i so love my class now! and seriously hope we can top ortus!

had a wonderful chat with woan tyng... pretty cool, talked about lots of stuffs, ranging from being bitchy to birthdays to literature to politics to expanding heads and blah blah blah... i started to chat with her cos something caught my attention, her msn nick! {woantyng} ....wanna play?? u need to do better than THAT! pretty interesting and captivating, and led to me to think that she's having a bitchy time in school and involved in some BITCH war with some gals... it's something like this --> woantyng: "hey slut, you wanna play bitchy with me? take it on!" , "ohh come on, you gotta do better than THAT!", "to hell with you! you cant hurt with that, now get a taste of wad real bitchiness is!" and eventually, they will start the bitch war by fightin after the insulting word quarrels and the screaming, tearing, pulling of hair, pinching, scratching and blah blah blah *cat-style attack* will come in... and one party will have to DIE, i think woan tyng will survive... lol and we exchanged blogs and she thinks my blogskin totally rocks! gonna link her =P

was discussing what advantages being bitchy brings about with woan tyng...
- gives you a character that makes up your personality (i rather have a personailty that being accused of flowing with e current)
- people notice you (like i really need lots of attention)
- sharpens your mind by being more critical but not *mean* (very helpful since i need to be analytical in HP)

note: wad i wrote in the above paragraph is crap but rather makes sense lol

now i jus wanna focus on the hcjc cny street market thingy, 3K ppl pls come over to jc site to support the ortus council booth on cny eve celebration! 3K unity then the booth will surely win one... dont forget okie? and besides i will give special discount one... ohhh yea one thing, pls remember to cheer as loud as possible when we receive prize k? lol... everything totally rocks! chinese test should be A1 le.... hehe lol

and poor minzhe's blog is down cos he claims that ramashan (wadever you spell it) noes his link... try this, go google and type in min zhe and his blog will appear first on the search list! lol -.- and i thought PE teachers are suppose to be illiterate?

it's over...

2005-02-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

ok... you might be wondering why the theme is "it's over..." basically i have some special reasons for it and lets begin with the events of the day.... hmmmm

a) chinese debate - it finally ended after lot and lots of chinese periods was spent on it to discuss about the topics that our class debate team had to go thru... and today was the round to enter semi-finals, facing 3A as our opponent... i wasnt sure if they were strong, but according to some ppl, they said we shouldnt undermine their potential to win. i was placing a lot of hopes on yinghan, jin di and gu miao to help us win... then shieshls would be pleased with us and might even take the whole class overseas... lol ok lame -.- but eventually we lost... sian i thought we would win lor... now i bet shieshls would consider cancelling the cny party at her house cos she's pissed off and it would be OVER... but she knows we lost fair and square... lol something interesting to add here, gu miao had an errection during the debate! lol? yingzhi noticed it and started spreading around secretly and bernard claims it isnt as big as compared to his... -.- and i noticed shiwei was giving me the smug face and the "yes!" action after they won... horrible... *shakes head*... maybe our frenship is over le... *jk* and some aphelion ppl are sooo spastic... so what they win le? now i shall being my evil plan to exterminate all aphelions *evil*... and to think i'm in hp class with them... booo... just cant stand them and they are getting on my nerves, once they are gotten rid of... it's all over...

b) cny class room deco - wheeee... after 2 weeks of hard work... i finally completed my design for the cny class backboard deco... damn tired now... it's over now... but wait... it isnt over yet until the results for the compeition is out yet! i have a strong feeling and confidence that our class will win the competition, and shieshls would be pleased... hehe... i dont wan to claim credit for myself lar... but as the whole class cos everyone chipped in here and there, but i jus hope my efforts wont fo to waste... *fingers crossed* last year ji waste my time and energy, this year wont le! i completed the chicken i mean rooster in 15 mins in class today, compared to the hours i spent on all those other animals, talk about efficiency... and my horse is being recognised as a cow standing on 2 legs... -.-

Amused...

2005-01-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

Hi,

You are indeed a disappointment! For majority of you, NO EFFORT was put into this very first worksheet.

CATEGORY A:The following pupils still couldn't be bothered to hand in their work till date:
Koh Zhen Yang 3C
Chan Wei Hao 3L
Ezra Goh 3L
Chen Shihang 3L
Chang Zhi Xiang 3E
Li Chen Yang 3E
Loo Si Jin 3E
Toh Zhi Hong 3E
Chai Yi 3F
Li Yonghao 3G

CATEGORY B:The following pupils happily formed a strategic alliance and submit copied work:
Kwok Li Hao 3B
Brian Lim 3B
Lim Hui Jie 3B
Yeo Ming Han 3E
Lim Yi Kai 3E

CATEGORY C:The following pupils submit either partially copied work, incomplete work, sub-standard work or inaccurate work:
Daniel Yuen 3C
Timothy Lim 3B
Lin Xuan Yi 3B
Stanley Ng 3B
Lok Liangxun 3C
Chua Jin Han 3B
Tobias Leong 3C
Ong Jia Xin 3K
Guan Yong Jie 3J
Lau Yu Jay 3C
Samuel Tan 3C
Kwan Ping Kan 3E
Tan Wei Liang 3HJ
in Lei 3E
Wong Zhihao 3E
Dominic Low 3E
Daryl Lee 3G
Koh Zhi Xing 3H
Kong Yik Hang 3H
Paul Ong 3G
Jerry Hong 3H
Louis Ng 3H

ACTIONS:CAT A: I give up on you. Will make appointment to meet up with your parents if nothing appears on my table by Monday 7.15am. It must come with an apology letter to be attached to the front of the worksheet.

CAT B & C: To re-submit by Tuesday morning 7.15am.YOU ARE REMINDED TO SUBMIT YOUR WORKSHEET 2 ON MONDAY, BEFORE LESSON. (Refer to EMB on Worksheet 2 posted last Thursday.)

Sigh,Ngsc

i'm very amused with ngsc's way of posting up 'motivational' messages on emb... he started with hi, you are INDEED a disappointment, ji weird... it's like as though... you go and talk to shieshls and she starts with "ni hao" and then followed by "wo dui ni tai shi wang le"...??? isnt it like damn weird??? shen jing bing lol... he should have said, dear all, regarding the previous geog assignment i issued out, you have proved yourself that you dont not have passion for learning geog and you all are indeed a disappointment and NO effort has been put in completing this assignment... something like that sounds better right? i cant believe he's actually making a fuss out of something like that... posting emb msgs because ppl dont hand up assignments... lame -.- and not only that he classifies the 'slackers' into different sections, like A and B and C...

ortus de reputation has been ruined by ppl like ezra, practically slacking thru geog lessons, craps too much and does nothing *empty vessels make the most noise*... but lucky pro-edians stand the majority of the ppl who havent hand up... lol and i seriously hope ezra's parents would come and see ngsc and hopefully be expelled because of his ugliness which most ppl cant stand, unless his parents are still stuck in Russia lol...

cat b is made up of the dumbest aphelions you can ever find in the sch... ji dumb lor copy also until like that, at least something different rightz? then let ngsc spot the similartities... anywayz conclusion: aphelion ppl are dumb and it's an insult that i have to be in the same humanities class as they are... too bad then =P

phew... luckily i didnt fall under group c, cos i didnt copy, neither did i did crap and hand up... i cant believe some ppl are under this cat lor... like Jerry? cos i thought he was suppose to be the serious hardworking student, and obviously some slackers are in there that i dont wish to comment... yong jie, lolly! cos i saw his work... ji total mess, horribly drawn diagrams and others... jia xin as expected, talks crap in class and does shit to hand up...

woot! my name didnt appear there! yea... that means i handed up quality work... lolz, no lar... jus my diagram a bit nicer and better write up only *humble*... i'm still puzzled with why ngsc's making a fuss of everything -.- lalala... i love humanities, yea... but hate all those aphelion spastic ppl that disturbs the class... lalala... shall go niao them on monday... hehez *evil*

teachers rules..

2005-01-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

by now... i have almost met all our 'wonderful' teachers that will be guiding us along the way throughout this year... and some are funny and weird, while others are fei... wonder why i say that, read on...

chi - shiehls: ok, she niaoed me for talking on the 1st day when she was talking, but no big deal... and she has this "mei ri yi ju", all those famous and nice words cum sentences everyday to be written on the board, and expect us to know all of them... and since my class is a BSP class, she expects everyone in the class to get the BSP scholarship by this end of year... like hello??? she forgot that not everyone is taking BSP... well again, minority shall be ignored... worst of all, she forces non-BSP ppl to attend BSP lessons... ji fei... in her class, it's all about BSP BSP BSP... sian... and she has a big ego...bah ~

eng - fooxc: again it's her... i'm so sick of her lor with her famous "after all we are from the same planet" phrase at the first lesson of hers... teachers are aliens and they are from mars, they dont belong to us, so fooxc, get your facts right, maybe you should say that to the teachers instead and not us... and basically, took lit under her last year... had some fun (notice I used some).... and all the time she is just too plain boring... likes to talk to herself... and some ppl even says she's chio!!! omg! *yucks!*, ok lar... i mean she is fine, but she likes to dress like an auntie (weiseng) opps! that actually spoils her image lor... and some say she's a BITCH... is that true? dont ask me, *innocent-looking*... and hong shen likes to call her foocb *you know what i mean =9* lol

add-maths - raymond ng: argh!!! we got a pig to teach us maths! lol shall not be so mean... he's pretty nice and patient teacher... and i always pull him to my side to answer my qns... and try to act smart in front of him... no lar... but when i really need help. no one listens to him in class, thats a fact... he's even more boring than andrea (oops!)... and he also dont mind if ppl talk in class while he's talking, or even doing work of other subjects... like a pig thats sleeping, oblivious of the surroundings... he'll just rattle on... we have double lessons with him on thurs and fri, ji boring! but one nice thing, is that he wastes lots of time during lessons, one qns to do, take more than 5 mins or even more... lol so lessons end quickly yea!

chemistry - vincent tan: hey hey hey! mr tan, lol i know him since last year when i was staying at the hostel... and he's a pretty nice teacher, although this is the 1st time i'm taught by him... some says he's very rich according to the air rifle ppl... dont noe true or not... he has a very weird stare... the eyes stone at you... kinda scary... and i dont noe how he looks like when he is angry... just hope he doesnt get angry! lol

physics - mrs ng: the library woman with a faint moustache plus big budgling eyes... thats what i shall call her... lol... *mean*... dont know her... she's from aphelion - the spastic consortium... but now she's in ortus *welcome welcome*... teaching physics - subject i dont really like...nothing much to expect from her too... just let me pass this year smoothly under her...

biology - oonhl: new teacher from vjc... dont really like her way of teaching lor... and she was like totally sian... and presented her 'life' in a ppt slide... from her baby stages to her marrying...??? does it concern us? lame lor... and she's pregnant... that means... she would be gone... and gohyy will take over! yea! the top bio teacher rules... i love bio and i dont want my passion to die under her pls... and i volunteered to be "de bio rep", such an important task lor... hehez... she's a newbie, so a lot of things still dont noe... and she wants us to practise the 3Rs, not recycle, reuse and renew, but responsibility, and another 2, cant remember lol

history - yea yea yea... bitchy samuel... i love his lessons, cos it brightens my day up and laugh like siao... mainly becos of his actions and 'cuteness', for example a) the deluxe package you get to pick when you dont do his homework, including the polar bear roar, tiger roar and lion roar, i prefer the tiger roar lol... b) whenever he asks we are clear on a point, we must reply 'crystal clear', lol! c) snapping his fingers loudly is his habit, so when he snaps at you, you must say something or he'll get pissed... lol d) likes to stamp his feet and grumble by growling like a bitch... and basically he's from vjc and teaches with the jc style which i'm still trying to get used, got wad tutorial and seminar shit... but he is so lovable among the students... always look forward to his lessons but not the assignments sadly...

geog - ok crap. ng seaw choon craps throughout his lessons. started off with crap about the universe, talk from space to planets to atoms to the meaning of life... ji out of point right? he has the 'chuan han' disease, cant seem to pronounce L and R well, so most of the time cant figure out what shit he's talking... but he's rather funny... yea cant expect that much from a teacher...

lit - yong jie seems to be captivated by her long slim legs... and she's rather nice so far, maybe a bit bias to aphelion ppl, but i have no basis for this statement... lol! she certainly can handle jia xin's 'chim but total crap' qns well, try to pretend she noes what he's trying to express and give a total irrelevant answer later on... she seems to be impressed with jia xin which totally pisses me off... cos jia xin is CRAP! lol just hope to have a smooth year under her and pray that i wont fail lit tests or something... hehe

ss - na na ni po po... i dont have ss! yeayea... but would like teocm to be my teacher if i take it... cos she totally rocks! but sadly she's in pro-ed now... booo... i'll bow and smile and chat with her everytime i see her cos she's one of my fav teacher and best of all she still remembers meee... lol

thats all for the teachers intro, some rocks some sucks and jus hope life would be easy under them, dont wan so much trouble can liao... lol

school starts...

2005-01-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

ok... so miserable school finally started after 2 and a half month of holidays...lol

everyone wouldnt expect much on the 1st day of sch lar... like the last 2 years lor... consortium day on will start the ball rolling...

to be honest, i was anticipating a NICE form teacher this year, and who noes it turned out to be shiehls... haiz... i was like telling rui an, the chances of getting her this year is very high cos she is the most suitable teacher to teach a BSP class... unlike those other imcompetent chi teachers... bah wadever ~... and BINGO! we struck the winning lottery, end up having her... lol... and i'm like so innocent to suffer under her... shall explain

before this year... i took BSP and HP for my special prog... kinda ambitious lar... then koehy freaked me out by telling me that i have 9 ++ after school lessons, not including projects and other stuffs... but by that time...she already place me in the BSP class, cos she took BSP as the main prog... and 3K happens to be the so called "BSP" class... told her i would like to drop BSP and stick with HP only, she said ok... never change class cos too late liao, and because HP ji little ppl take... therefore minority shall be ignored... sian... =(

lol... shall not care about this now... ppl have the misconception that 3i and j are the best class... which is like so wrong lor... now 3 classes take bio liao... bah... that means 3L shall be the only class despised... *rui an keeps saying that the class next door (3L), gives off a bad aura* which is damn NIAO! horrible...

we started off with the cmc voting... shiehls asked ppl to go up and present themselves and why they want the positions in cmc... shit lor... i didnt try leh... cos i was like *scared* and ended no positions.... but i already councillor, dont wan more stuffs and be responsible for any other shit about the class... so after those funny campaigns by each candidate... we ended up like that:

chairman - min zhe (voted for him, cos wanted to give him a chance)

monitor - one of the twins of the wei bros (cant remember which one, but didnt vote for him anyway)

secretary - bernard (his ego is kinda big... voted for him I THINK... and this position sux cos you need to record every single shit and do the shitty class backboard lol)

treasurer - zheng tao (a.k.a nicholas... he was self-appointed cos no one wanted to try for this position... man buffet)

fac sec - jinhao (another self-appointed one... fei too)

welfare sec - kenneth (ermmm... he failed to be the monitor... so be welfare sec lor... and he's REALLY effective... 1st day of sch, already plan class gathering, -.-... a bit too enthu liao)

something super lame was the seating arrangement... shiehls arranged according to our heights!!! argh!, isnt that primary sch style or what??? lol, ji niao we all... and the worst shit of all shit, is that i'm stuck next to HONG SHEN! why on earth must it be him lor? i rather sit with those PRCs than him cos i noe his character one... and i hate it... just plain bad luck! bah ~

and the day ended with a silly "senior-junior talk" which was totally fei fei fei... and up to today i didnt noe some seniors were that *beep!* guai lan one lor... espcially shu peng - miss cheong's exstudent... he was like attitude lor, ask him tok to juniors dont want, then sit with his grp of frens and starting talking amongst themselves... like hello??? this a senior- junior talk, you are suppose to talk to them, instead of dao! and the games played were totally fei... and ended up everyone was UNHAPPY! all thanks to whoever in the council came up with this... bah ~ ohhhh, almost forgot, i kept all of the candies myself... hehez... danny you should noe what i mean... lol

New year...

2005-01-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! it's a brand new year liao... time flies super fast lor... holidays just ended with the blink of an eye... with the start of 2005... there's probably more to expect from school, *more commitments* and stuffs like that... the only thing i'm scared of is that i cant handle the stress and will eventually end up with a nervous breakdown half way of the year...*scary isnt it?* phew... i really gotta go for anger and stress management courses if i'm the verge of a total breakdown... lol hopefully such a thing wont happen... hehe... =9

every new year... ppl would have new year resolutions... but i didnt have it until i decided to start this year... lol *psss... i wont have resolutions like what you will find in adrian mole's diary*

New year resolutions: *here we go...*
- promise to be nicer to ppl (not to spastic ppl)
- smile more (it takes 8 uscles to smile, and 75 muscles to frown... so to prevent early wrinkles...)
- maintain and achieve better academic results (expected...)
- make more friends (social network... yucks!)
- achieve something in the school (so ppl actually know me...)
- learn to listen and not be bossy (as what miss cheong told me that i should change)
- clean my room (like if it's ever possible... lol)
- learn tennis well and build up my physical stamina and body (no choice...)
- train up my concentration and work things out properly in right priority (mom... i will change)
- contribute more to ortussey and publish at least 3 copies (e *ortussey*... hope sales wont fail this time round)
- make up with rui an and become gd frens again (isnt that difficult is it?)
- TRY to love my class (3K... *muacks*)
- appreciate things and love my family more... (I've been too "heartless"... *weeps*)
- be more organised and make an attempt to at least use my organiser effectively (lol... my organiser was like so messy last year?)
- most importantly, do my best to be HAPPY =9 everyday! (lalala......)

thats all i think... cos i dont wanna keep on listing... just too much expectations will lead to more disappointments... lol previously... my blog was damn boring *mostly filled with unfinished posts* so readers read until "blur blur", then very sian lor... but now i'm determined to blog at least once or twice a week if i can ever find time...

i think it's because i'm a perfectionist and expect everything to be in right order, so the same thing applies to my blog... and all my posts are like "compositions" instead of expressing my feelings and things that happened in a simpler way... *maybe i should adopt jun shyang's way of blogging* the one word kind - which means by just using one word, i'm able to say a lot of things... it's kinda fun though...

NO NO... i dont think this writing style works for me... and besides that i would try to type in some 'singlish' too, instead of good grammar and spelling all the time... and the WORST thing of all, is that i spent countless hours blogging a SINGLE post... which is like ji waste of time... so i will change... lol =0

i'm still putting up my previous posts on the archives, so view it if you wan to... but they are lame... i have to confess lol... thats all for now... hehe

Difference

2004-12-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

Difference

Lolz... isnt this picture cute? anywayz... it's just another pic to illustrate my post about i-pod vs Creative... as you all know i-pod is a product from mac... and creative is creative one lar... so interestingly... i was suppose to choose between an i-pod or a creative mp3 for a gift that my dad promised to get me. At the airport, there was this shop selling electronic devices, so I went in to have a look at the mp3s available, after all my old nike one is down and rotting, horrible...

so it was a deal between me dad and me, because... he promised to get me a new mp3, at first he said it was an i-pod, when he got me sis a brand new sony discman and me nothing... he said the next time we go overseas, he would buy something for me at the airport and my sis none... and eventually he was tricked by me when I suggested that we should go for another holiday with our cousins just shortly after we got back from our previous one... *he didnt see it coming*... and I know his character... once he promises, he wont go back on his word... and if he goes back on his word... i would whine! *hehez* and well I had a hard time deciding whether to buy an i-pod or a creative mp3 cos both of them seemed so good... lets now analyse the situation...

I-pod
- small screen (Bah!) -1
- touch screen menu (cool!) +1
- 1000 songs size (vary according to which model you buy lar... got 10,000 songs one leh) +1
- Expensive price (Booo... this again varies according to which model you buy) -1
- colour screen (this only applies to the lastest i-pod model which costs = $1000++) +1
- light, portable, small palm-sized (Yea!) +1
- popular, lots of ppl using (I dont really care... cos it's my mp3... not others one) +1
- 1 year warranty +1
- no downloading of pirated songs from internet, only from itunes (lousy...) -1
- all songs in mp3 must be in mp3 format -1
Total scoring = +2

Creative - Zen touch
- Big-sized... kinda bulky (Nah!) -1
- Large lcd screen (I like big enough to see one) +1
- Clear view of everything (very important...) +1
- touch screen menu +1
- memory size isnt as big as i-pod one... but 5000 songs is enough lar -1
- free headset x 2 +1
- Isnt as expensive as i-pod but great value +1
- Lastest model from Creative Zen touch (hahaz...) +1
- 1 year warranty +1
- all songs can be in either mp3 or wmv format (awesome!) +1
Total scoring = +6

So now you can see... which mp3 actually stands out lor... and I bought the creative zen touch mp3, and got 2 free headsets cos my sista wanted to get one too... and the salesperson heard it and he got 2 for me lor... and what turns out is that my bitchy sista didnt wan it... but we still took it anyway... and something really pissed me off was when my dad was still deliberating whether he wanna buy it for me... my bitchy sista was nagging, saying that I should pay half the price myself... at that time I was about to grab a knife and stab her in the neck and make sure she dies on the spot... thankfully I didnt do so... and eventually, under a deal of having to pay $150, and the rest having my dad to pay for, I agreed to it, while *rolling my eyes* in front of my sulking sista... after that, she was like "happy liao lor... bought a mp3 liao" - translated from chinese -, I ignored her lar... and hugged the bag that carried my new mp3 tightly as we board the plane... hahaz... yea!

am spending the rest of my time of the holidays downloading all those nice songs into my mp3... and there are some love songs I needa get from Vicky, cos she's got a lot to recommend... now i'm still deciding how to organise my mp3 in such a way that it's ORGANISED and easy to search and listen too... downloading songs now... tata! =9

and thanks a lot to bo xian... I just realised I've been tricked by the f***ing salesman who lied and said the model I bought was the newest... instead creative mirco is the newest one lor!! fine... i shall not pursue any longer, I just need something playable and can contain lots of songs...thats what I really want what... rightz?

Dubai - The Ultimate Arabian Experience!

2004-12-05T19:39:00.000+08:00

Dubai - The Ultimate Arabian Experience!

Ok, I'm back from my holiday in Dubai, which totally rocks so much that I never want to come back to look at the faces of some irritating people... Hmmm... Jacky, I'm actually blogging for you and describing all those fun times I had in Dubai, so you can keep up with what's up with my life. Opps, before I go on, I shall introduce to everyone, a new 14yr old buddy I made in Dubai, a guy with a great sense of humour, interesting, fun, loving guy - JACKY! (btw, that's his english name, his real name is Shree Buhusal)... it was he who accompanied me along the whole trip or else I would so bored to death without anyone to talk to lor... ok, Jacky speaks english and of course his own mother tongue, and he's studying in England and came back because his dad knew I was coming and told him to entertain me as a guest in Dubai... so far he's cool right?

Now, I shall talk about what happened throughout the trip... firstly, the airport, arrived there, checked in, waited, delayed flight due to poor weather, found a computer, logged onto msn, started chatting with Rui An, told him I was at the airport, and this idiot thinks I'm lying but who cares? boarded the plane, and saw this air stewadess, friendly and nice, guided me to my seat... had a rather enjoyable flight to Dubai, it only takes 6 hours, therefore my Dad thinks it's rather wasteful to ride the First Class seats for such a short distance, instead we took the return business class seats package on Emirates... phew... *time zooms pass*... and there we are at Dubai!

When we first arrived at the Dubai airport, something way cool happened! We were told not to collect our bags because someone else would do so for us, and then we were suppose to be the first ones to go pass the checkpoint! that was totally awesome! and also to my surprise, we could choose a gift at the duty-free export shop for free! (that was a limit though, because they wont possibly allow you to buy something ji expensive rightz?) so, I got myself a book that was selling so hot like pancakes - The Da Vinci Code... but wait, this isnt the ordinary book, it's very special because it's an illustrated version of the book with lots of pics inside together with the story! (Dad got a cybershot digital camera, Mom got a LV bag, and my sista got a Sony Discman set, cool!) oh man, I was treasuring the book, holding it so carefully along my way out of the gates... then to my greatest greatest greatest surprise, the moment we stepped out of the airport, a guy in a western suit came up to us and guided us to a Rolls Royce!!! and said it was suppose to send us to our hotel, man, do you know what a Rolls Royce is? It's the most beautiful car in the entire world... according to Dad, it's the best kind of car produced in Germany and the most expensive... it blends ancient and expensive feelings into the car, totally awesome!!! I might never get to ride on it ever again in my lifetime, although I've been on a limo when I was in US, kinda fun too! Then it was The Hotel...

The Hotel - is the world reknown Burj A l Arab, it's a 7* (star) one... a little introduction I happened to come across when I was chatting with the driver that drove me there... Basically, it's the world's most luxurious and tallest hotel, soaring 321 meters high and has 202 luxury duplex suites thats up to you pick, if you're an VIP, totally cool huh? and best of all, my family gets to pick a room each... ok there was a total choice of 7 rooms of different designs, and we were actually bickering to get the room of our choice... I chose one that had the bathroom facing the sea, and I get to soak in the bathtub and watch sunrise in front of the large window which features the whole toilet! (I'm like shocked with the very "open" design lor) and there was also a lcd screen in the toilet... plus everything's so wonderful that you would never want to pick something else... and the best thing I could wish for is that I was staying in a room that could have part of the ceiling removed with a click of a button to sun tan or whatever you like... anywayz *kudos* to Jacky's Dad, he helped us with the booking and got us such wonderful rooms!

I have a butler, thats the most important part of all! He's totally cool... and he never says "no" to your requests, that's like if you ask him to do something or get something for you... he wont reject one lor... so far, Jacky has been accompanying me to all the nice places, and shopping till we dropped was fun lor, and the butler was with us while we got our stuffs and carried them for us, like those rich "tai tai" shopping style... lolz

Desert safari was full of wild animals, and it was pretty exciting to be on a jeep and watching them from a close distance and be amazed by them... I managed to spot a cheetah chasing a prey, and also hippotamus bathing in rivers and a giraffe chewing on some leaves, it was like what you normally see in National Geographic on tv, but now you're the live reporter instead, and it is unbelievably nice! Then it was dinner in the wild, and there was the sexy belly dancing, Jacky and I had a great time because I didnt wan spend to much time with my sista, (she's bitchy!)... and we also had a Dubai City tour the next day to visit some nice places, we even made a trip to the museum and then went to his majestic house...

Ermmm... Jacky's dad, is my dad's business partner, he's a multi-millionaire lor... and he was treating us to dinner and everything there while we were... awesome guy, and we had a visit to his company, it wasnt just a holiday trip but a business one too, because my dad had business to do so with him...

That was towards the end of the Dubai trip... and we left... but before that, Jacky had a sleepover at my suite, we had a chat till early in the morning about our lives and everything under the "moon" hahaz... before we ended up falling asleep in the Rolls Royce that brought us back to the airport... then I bid goodbye to him even though I didnt want to... but he needed to go back to England, but I swore that I would visit him in England, my next trip overseas... this whole trip was great and a surprise that my dad wanted to give us, by not telling us what to expect when we were there... it was totally awesome! I wished something like that would happen again... and as the son, I would repay him in the future for everything he has given me... dont worry guys, I brought you all gifts and wonderful memories back, one sad thing was that I didnt get to see chun meng, but he's been there like 2 months liao and he dont wan to come back like that... lolz and also I didnt manage to get his dick like Rui An told me to do so... sick ass... also btw, Jacky is a cute dude and I hope I get to see him soon...

We're planning a back-packing trip with my cousins at the end of the year to Australia to celebrate Merry Christmas there and maybe even New Year... cool right? I cant wait for it to happen! I might meet a new fren then... hehez... : /\ P

Pink Frenzy!

2004-12-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

Pink Frenzy!

Pinkkie Gal - My silly *pink crazy* sis

Ok, enough is enough! I had enough of pink colour everywhere around the house, the laundry, the library and even the garden... this is stupid, TOTALLY! my moronic sister is crazy over the colour PINK and she's making my life miserable by decorating EVERYTHING in pink... the moment I step into her room, pink colour will greet my eyes, whatever you name it, it is in pink, I can bet with you, it is in PINK! Her clothes, bedsheet, books, pens, and whatever shit there is, it is in pink... and I cant seem to agree fully with her that the colour is actually nice and cute... *grossed out* To think she even forced my mom to get everything for her in pink... and I often hear her say... "Look! it's pink in colour, isnt it lovely, I wan it! I wan it Mummy! *rolls eyes*, why of all colours must you like pink? I understand it's a girly colour... and its very feminine to use such a soft colour... but must you mess up my life with it? Haiz... ok ok, I kinda admit pink is a nice colour, and guys these days are falling for pink! *what have this world turned into?* *shakes head* it's kinda bold to be wearing pink and walking along the streets as a guy, but it's a whole new fashion perspective anyway... rightz? Imagine weiseng wearing pink... *laughs like siao*... ji weird!!! yea yea, maybe pink looks nice on some guys only... those "wild" type, most probably very daring... I might try getting a pink shirt but my parents wont allow one lar... lolz... now, having a headache because of all those pink thingy thats hanging around on the monitor screen... *dizzy*...*help needed to get rid of those pink colour flashing in my mind* I will soon get rid of her stuffs if she doesnt... and hopefully her pink frenzy will soon fade off with time to pass.........

Sinful F-word...

2004-10-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

Sinful F-word...

Argh!!! I sinned again!!! Oh god... please pardon me for my dreadful mistake into being tricked by Rui An into saying that horrible word!!! ARGH! *bangs head against wall*, why? why? why did I let that word slipped out of my mouth??? I so want to say it out, but controlling myself isnt as easy as you think it is! ok... so you would have guessed by now, what the magic but horrible word is... it's none other than the most popular "F-word", also known as "F*ck"... ARGH! *screaming hysterically*, I cant even stand the word if I typed it out! It's horrible, terrifying, dreadful, irritating, annoying, freaking, scary, etc... cant go on... Well, very often, I think of using this darn word I just find a replacement for it... like instead of "f*ck it", I would say "freak it", I think it's more civilised and not sound so rude, to hear someone say the f-word in front of you... it's like I always get the shock when I hear someone say the f-word, and then I will go... "Did I just hear the F-word?" and give the *eye rolling* expression... Haiz, people, why you all so rude one? F*ck this, then f*ck that... ji irritating when I hear it lor... control your f*cking mouths! hahaz... ok, I shant be evil...
So... I often pissed people off about this f-word thingy... then they will constantly use the word in front of me to annoy me... heck care lar... rude ppl with low intellectual often use such dirty and uncivilised words to the extent that their mouth rots!!! *shit!, too evil!* but they deserve it! Hear no evil, and shall speak no evil from now on... but it's too late!!! I've already been polluted like siao... I actually said the F-word 3 times!!! oh shit oh shit! dear me... why did I do to deserve such torment!!! I've sinned 3 times, and worst of all, of all the shit... I lost my virginity of the f-word... it's like losing something so important...

Still remembered that fateful day when I accidentally blurted out the word... Rui An and I were on the phone chatting about some stuffs and he was like starting to curse and swear with all those *tooo...* words... and I went "stop it!" -_-" but he got more into the topic... and urged me to say it... but I refused to because of my "no cursing" policy... I distinctly heard Rui An say... "Fffffff..." and I played along with him for fun and mumbled together with him...and suddenly... "F*CK!", I shouted it out in the phone (I was tricked ok?) and immediately I was like *shit shit shit, what did I just say?*, unlike Rui An who went "you did it! you said f*ck! Yea!"... then I stone there and regret watever shit I spoke... it was the 3rd time I said the word and someone caught me doing so... Da Xian caught me once too... horrible, horrible, horrible...

Ok, *decided*, whats done cannot be undone and no point crying over spilt milk... I should just take things easy lor and just NEVER ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever say that f*cking word again!

Wizagra - Miracle Blue Pill for Men?

2004-09-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

Wizagra - Miracle Blue Pill for Men?

Ever come across a box that said "After you try them, you wont regret!" or " Need help to get it straight, try me!", that contains small blue miracle pills, stacked neatly on the shelves of pharmacies? Guess what? - Wizagra is for sale! The definite cure for impotent men who have low sperm count!

Lolz... that was a lame advertisment for the picture above... Well, it just reminded me the science lessons that Mr Chewty was going through, when I plucked up my courage to ask a question about sexual reproduction thingy ( to gain OP as well lar... )

"Mr Chew, how does Sildenafil citrate also known as Viagra help the erectile tissues of a man's penis to be activated when he is sexually excited after the consumption of the pill, in order for him to penetrate into the sexual organ of the opposite sex?"

"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.................................." echoed the class...

"Viagra, is a drug used to treat male erectile dysfunction (impotence), it works by increasing blood flow to the penis. The arteries in the penis relax and widen, the increased blood flow causes the penis to become hard and erect." - Mr Chew*

So I sort of got an answer for my question, and Mr Chew was busy "shushing" the class... so that lessons could carry on... and he gave me a sort of like "disgusted" look when I asked the question... lolz but who cares? Not me!

People in our class all dont have ED - erectile dysfunction, because they always catching their friends "erected"... like Jeremy who gets erected each time he sees Ms Foo, or Yong Jie... sometimes you just wonder whether they are erected when you see something popping out of their pants... Kinda sick ar? I remember once, I thought Yong Jie was erected, so I hinted to Ernest... guess what happened next? Ernest shouted " Yong Jie, spotcheck!"... To my surprise, Yong Jie stood up straight and pulled his pants down straight and showed Ernest that there wasnt a "lump" around his crouch region... so at that point of time... I understood what "spotcheck!" was and was like laughing like mad... it was some sort of code amongst the groups of friends... lolz

Cock shot - a term used to describe a sudden attack through means of hitting, jabbing, whacking, smashing, etc the private region of a man's crouch, particularly the penis in order to generate pain and screams of excitement...

"You owe me a cock shot" - David... that's what i heard in class that day... well, the funny thing is that, the terms they use are you know... very sick and funny at the same time... lolz... it's a common sight to see people in 2L trying to grab each other's cock to take revenge or fool around... or another term also known as "butt shot", where they will hit your butt with great force, until you jump around, squealing in pain, a usual victim would be Guan Hui! Lolz... I certainly hope one day, their cocks will fall off OR they become impotent that they have to rely on Viagra since they like to make people feel painful at their "private and special" parts... lolz *evil laugher*... Nah, shant be so bad lar... i'm gonna try out some cock and butt shots on some people... Hehezzz... : /\ P

What we know about women...

2004-09-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

What we know about women... a deeper understanding

Lolz... here's a mail sent to me that I found very interesting to ponder upon... Do we men, really understand what women are thinking? Huh? Their feelings and expressions are the most difficult to understand and interpret of all mammals on Earth ( I have to agree to the fact they are troublesome creatures! ) They are not only mysterious but also classified under one of the most fearsome animals on Earth! Beware men! They can stab you in your back whenever you let your guard down... and they often use their greatest weapon of all - Crocodile Tears! Understanding women is what we men need to do, in order to survive in the future society, since Mr Yap mentioned that the society would be dominated be merciless and cold-hearted women in the near future... Therefore it is a must to see through their motives and make them reveal their true colours!

WORDS WOMEN USE

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES
This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.

NOTHING
This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine" !

GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows)
This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"

GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows)
This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH...
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

SOFT SIGH...
Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content. THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."

GO AHEAD
At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO ...
This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with ! the ! truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome.

THANKS A LOT
This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"

Abstract Artsy

2004-09-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

Abstract Artsy

Looks like Jun Syhang, doesnt it? Lolz... I think it's real cute!

Well, was kinda bored during science lesson, so I just came up with an idea to draw something... Was looking for insipration to draw... when suddenly something caught my eye when I looked out of the window... Guess what? I saw class 2K walking by and I saw Jun Shyang... Lolz... hehe... this crazy idea of drawing a hairless Jun Shyang, with a round head and just 2 dots for the eyes - I think it kinda makes him look like a retarded idiot... Lolz... So there you go, a simple sketch of Jun Shyang...

He challenged me that day, to dare me not to gel my hair for that day... I was like "huh? why?" and then he said he wanted to see a "geless" me, since he said I gel my hair everyday... so it was a dare game we had to play... He dared me not to gel my hair the next day, and I dared him to gel his hair the next day with his new hair cut by his mom... Lolz... Then he backed out of the game suddenly, stating that if he gel his hair, he will look like a total poser... I tried to persuade him by lying to him that he might look cute, but somehow rather he wasnt convinced... so the deal was cancelled... : /\ P

Imagine a hairless Jun Shyang... without that fuzzy unkempt hair... how would he look like? Ji cute!!! but Jun Shyang begs to differ... lolz... I think he still prefers his usual hairstyle...

Happy Teachers' Day celebrations - [ Screwed up ]

2004-08-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day celebrations - [ Screwed up ]

A Tribute to Teachers:

T is for all the time they have spent.
E is for all the energy put into their job.
A is for academic excellence they expect.
C is for their cheerful attitude.
H is for giving a helping hand.
E is for all the encouragement they gave.
R is for the responsibility and respect they taught.

To all the teachers out there who have sacrificed so much for us... Here's a Happy Teachers' Day post dedicated to you all!

So I decided to do something unique for Teacher's Day this year... approached Rui Anz who came up with this poem below, and took the initiative to work with him for the celebration's performance... The poem's kinda cute lor... the words rhyme and they have deep meanings inside... Hehez... well I have another "motive" for doing this poem with Rui Anz... that is that I could save the trouble and $ of buying teacher's day gifts... Opps! Suddenly reminds me of the CNY gifts $ collection... better do it fast or else mom's gonna KILL me! : /\ P I remember last year... I bought mugs for my teachers sia... with a flowery pattern on them... Dotzzz... and some of them even got the SAME pattern! Lolz... therefore to save myself from all these trouble... decided not to get any gifts this year! Yea! Figured out the poem might be kinda fun to do... working with Alex, Jun Shyang and Rui An from 2K... only me from 2L sia... ji outcast... Then we had rehersals the day before the celebrations and we had to memorise the lines WITHOUT the paper when we performed and each of us had a mike... cool! We were like practising every single 10 mins... so we wouldnt forget our lines and then screw up...

Jun and Alex were like kinda pissed off when we were rehersing every 10 mins - my idea... It was for their own good! Some lines of the poem are kinda fake and unreal in my school life situation sia... so I highlighted some of the points to clarify some doubts or "myths" that people always have about teachers... basically the whole poem was propaganda... Ji duo lies and crap inside sia! : /\ P I shall eloborate further on until we go through the poem 1st.

A wonderful example of a propagandaristic poem:

A great philosopher once said
That teachers dont just teach
Not to adorn our pages too
Nope, not to bore our lives
Or drown us in books and rules
You may stand up in protest
Shouting "They do! They do! They do!"
But teachers are not devils
They are angels
Blessing us with love

They chide at times
Naggy, we may complain
But the touches of their kindness
Depends what we perceive
For the love that we receive
Unknowingly
Heals and calms us with care

They share their knowledge with us
The world is brought before us
They spice up their lessons
With humour
With smiles
They inspire us
With the colours of their voices and the sights and sees

The rugged times were tough
We were guided by our principles
And our teachers
They accompanied us
Braving through storms
Encouraging growth
As they educate
And nurture us
Stage by Stage

Teaching, they may have once dread
"Why am I still teaching a bunch of brats?"
They may have once overheated like an oven
"These evil children are not to be forgiven!"
You stare blankly as they vent their anger
"Why am I here stuck with a bunch of barbarians?"
But the reason they are stuck here
Is their passion
To care
To share
And to educate
You and me into well-refined, chivalrous and civilized
Chinese High gentlemen

Bore our lives - An great example would be chewty... his science lessons are damn crap lor... Boring dao SIAO! Out of 34 people, 44% - est 14 ppl are sleeping or feeling sleepy, 23% - est 8 ppl are doing their own things, 14% - est 4 ppl are day dreaming, building castles in the air, 18% - est 6 ppl are talking crap, and only a minority of 1% - est 2 ppl are actually paying attention to his lessons or either copying notes... pathetic 2... tsk tsk *shakes head* Lolz... and one thing chewty love to do right is to repeat the same thing again and again and again... ji long winded. He can start from slide 2 - 12 today, and the next lesson he comes back he will go back to slide 6 and start from there again! Argh!!! Ji repeat lessons, then everybody sian diao liao... dotz -_-"... that's why he lags behind the syllabus!!! Lolz... Therefore this sentence in the poem is true to a large extent and it is NOT a myth!

Drown us in books and rules - Dont you know Wunwl is famous for giving the most amount of homework out of all the teachers? She can like siao... give out lots of homework for the weekend and expect us to hand in the NEXT day! Argh! Horrible! I heard she gave the sec 3s 300 maths sums to complete in 2 days! Duh~ it's almost impossible to complete sia... Lolz... and they gave her a nick name "WunBaDan"... Lolz... and for our class the MAX record she managed to hit was 7 pieces of maths homework in one day! Xia dao the whole class lor... make everyone struggle in maths sia... stone there! Lolz... This is a classic example of drowning students in books. * Imean worksheets and homework, not only books*

P.S I think the only idiot who loves to get tons of maths wkshts a day is Da Xian! Lolz!

Oh! and you know what? Her good fren Teocm, loves to set rules for students like "No staying in classrooms after 2pm", "No using of the class computers", "No staying in classroom during recess", "No throwing of rubbish or food into the classroom bin"... "No...", " No..." all the way, I shant waste time to talk about all her rules which is sooo stupid... Who gives a damn about her anyway? I think she loves saying the words "No", and then set ji duo rules for students, so what if she is sec 2 cohort in charge? Abuse power ar? Restricting us to so many rules will only KILL CREATIVITY, Lolz... but some of those naughty ones tend to bend the rules! Lolz... they rule man! Yea! After these 2 wonderful examples, we can conclude that the following statement is true! and the poem is crap!!! Lolz... : /\ P

Protest "They do! They do! They do!" - It is very obvious that our class welfare sec - Marcus Chew, a total useless one, or should I say an incompetent one since he cant get things done right... He even needs me to count the number of ppl for him during PE lessons and draw circles for him! Argh! and when it comes to the students' welfare, he doesnt even give a damn. When there are 2-3 tests on a day or too much homework for the day, he wont do a thing but keep quiet there... then it is we... the whole class that protest that teachers drown us in books and homework... "They do!" They torture us... lolz... not really lar... but this is to show that this statement is true to a large extent, and that we should REBEL against them! Yea! jk... Lolz...

When I have fears I may cease to be...

2004-08-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

When I have fears I may cease to be...

During literature lesson, when Ms Foo was going through the poems... A fine example would be "When I have fears I may cease to be" by John Keats - Kinda lame poem because it was the most difficult to understand and analyse of all them all, as many "chim" words were used and each stanza and sentence has more than one meaning... so everyone was "meng" copying notes when Ms Foo went rattling on...

When lessons ended, she assigned a piece of literature work for us to do - Write our own "When I have fears I may cease to be" poem, it was like erpz... -_-" for everyone when we already have so much to do... plus this silly poem thing? She showed us an example which the poet was trying to describe about his school life in TCHS... ended feeling very cold when the poem ended... *cold* lolz... and she insisted that all we have to do is to spend 1hr on this poem thingy, which I took only exactly 17 mins 39 secs to complete ( including the rhyme scheme and words ) Damn cool! : /\ )
So i decided to put it up here... so please enjoy my humble poem about my "miserable" life in TCHS...

When I have fears I may cease to be,
That one day I may fail to see,
My world plunged into the shadows of darkness,
And never will heal my deep-down sadness.

Never will hear a hurtful comment,

Nor any evil spoken by men,

Shall I respond to a kind soul's call,

Whose heart is as pure as snow.

Silent voices will fill the air,
Unspoken impending evil shall descend,
No men shall have the courage to defend,
For I will never speak in despair.

Of all evil shall be isolated from my world,
The underlying shadows engulf my purest self,
While I stand alone and think,
Till the rise of evil to nothingness do sink!

Lolz... understand the poem? I doubt so... a little clue here,
Theme: See no evil, Hear no evil and Speak no evil...

Ace the ACEs!

2004-08-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

Ace the ACEs!

Acey Aces... Can you imagine what horrible things people can do when they are desperate for something? In this case, it would be ACE points... A stupid system which the school claims to nurture students to come up with creative projects to emphasis on the importance of creativity + research + project work... total crap! They said that ACE helps students to learn more outside of classroom... do you really think we have nothing better to do everyday but to be stuck with silly projects that take up our PRECIOUS time when we already have so MUCH to do? ( School homework + Project's Day + MRP + Other stuffs... ) SICK! Imagine all those slackers in school who cant even be bothered with ACE, what will happen to them at the end of the year exams? Fail! That's for sure! Since ACE comprises of 30% of the whole paper, unlike last year where it's minor role was about 9% of everything. This year, the school went nutz and increased it to 30%, siao rightz? Then after so many people complain about the ACEs being too much to do for all the subjects. Mr Hon decided to lower the benchmark for ACE to 15 instead of 20, because many people or slackers cannot handle it... and then for Project's Day, he increased the amount of ACE credited to everyone to help us...

Semi-Finals = B: 5 ACE for main subject, 2 for the rest across the board, C: Nothing! : /\ P
Finals = B: 5 ACE for main subject, 2 for the rest across the board. A: 7 ACE for main subject, 5 for the rest across the board. A*:10 ACE for main subject, 8 for the rest across the board! (Yea Babe!) : /\ )
Grandfinals = A*: 10 ACE for everything! (Cool!)

Well, thank godness and 3 cheers to Mr Hon, I would not be able to max my ACEs, without this new change in the ACE scoring system system for Project's Day. I got an A* a.k.a High Distinction, so I managed to hit my target for ACE for almost all the subjects! Yea Baby! : /\ P

Here is a list of ACE stuffs I planned to complete / completed:

Geography - Miss Esther Cheong
Geography Trip to Kuala Lumpur = max. 5

History - Ms Teocm
History Exhibition - Political Pizza Hutz = max. 5 *

Literature - Ms Joyce Lim / Miss Fooxc
Animal Farm M15 case studies = max. 3 - 5
Literature Poem - When I have fears I may cease to be = max. 1 - 2
Animal Farm & Emily of Emerald Hill Drama = max. 4 - 5 ( Multiply by 2 ) *

Science - Mr Chewty
Thematic Studies website package - Cells = max. 10
Australian Science Competition = max. 3 - 5
Anti-smoking campaign = max. 3
Science scrap Book = max. 5

English - Ms Andrea Hoa
Montage = max. 5
Australian English Competition = max. 3 - 5
Ortus Publication - Ortussey = max. 10? *

Mathematics - Ms Wunwl
Maths Statistic competition = max. 5 - 10 *
Maths graphic calculator designing competition = max. 5 - 10 *
Maths Financial course ( Caring for maths shit ) = max. 10 *
Australian Maths Competition = max. 3
Maths File Checking = max. 3 - 4

Higher Chinese - Mr Nanzg
Class Chinese Presentation - History & Topics= max. 10 - 15

Computer Studies - Mr Kent Cheong / Mr Kohkt
File Checking - Photoshop = max. 3
C++ Assignments = max. 10
Web - designing projects = max. 5

* means, thanks to Da Xian or some other idiotic uncooperative people who insist in dragging on their parts to contribute to the projects, delaying submittion of work, resulting in a distinct lag between the dead line...

Well, everyone has no choice but to "meng" their ACEs for exemption lar... which I dont think that is a good thing to practice in school... especially when people will slack... Hmmmm.... I have almost everything completed except a few more points for English... because Andrea Hoa refuse to key in our ACEs, ( you know why lar... ) That's why the amount of English ACE reflected on my report slip is only 10 - from Project's Day... and obviously I have done some ACE stuff in the early part of the year... It's like duh~... obviously I did my work! But thanks a lot to Project's Day which we worked very hard for... we managed to enjoy the sweet reward of not having to panic for our ACEs points for all our subject, because it has already been taken care of! Yippee! : /\ P

Cold Shoulder?

2004-08-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

Cold Shoulder?

Hmmm, weirdly... Da Xian has been giving me a cold shoulder... very cold indeed... he's practically ignoring me and I had to treat him the same way back because it seemed so akward when I spoke to him and no reply came back but a silly face that was expressionless... I know he was damn pissed with me for blasting him that day when he was suppose to do the financial arithmetic project and yet nothing was done... Even before the project... he was already complaining that he totally suck at finance... but whats the big deal, everyone suck at things that are new to them, all we have to do is to learn... right? And yet instead of doing so... he kept pushing all the work to us with "I suck at finance, dont ask me..." it's like as though he has already sealed his fate about finance... I know he loves maths and finance is included in it, shouldnt he love it as well?

I just dont understand... I admit I was wrong that night for "shouting" at him with caps on on msn chat when I really got so pissed off with him since he just cant get what I instructed him to do into his head!!! I explained and explained and explained till I got so fed- up with him, why must I be the one to spoon- feed him all the time when he doesnt contribute to the project at all? And I ended up being the 'bad" guy because I scolded him like mad... it wasnt that bad, ok? Silly me to ignore him, although I tried to get back with him as friends again... and we didnt seem as close as each other ever since that "incident" happened - when Chunmeng and I ignored him for 2 weeks, no words spoken to him and we even did evil things to him... : /\ P and he was certainly very unhappy with us... and he wasnt as friendly as ever... not to us anymore... not anymore... it kinda upsets me to know he has changed this way... is it our fault? : /\ (

I just dont know... am confused... should we still be friends? We used to be really really good friends, he even allows me to "bite" me gently on the arm whenever I was feeling down... but now? No more... : /\ ( He's turned very nasty to me these days... not answering me when I expect a response from my question... Well, several disadvantages were that I was not able to "manipulate" him to lend me his sationeries... Jus kidding but yea, I had a hard time handling my stuffs without those stuffs that he always lend me when I need it... Also, it kinda feels very lonely and weird when you have a partner next to you... and yet he doesnt speak to you or even follow your instructions when you are doing a project with him... Oh shacks... how am I gonna survive without him? Even though he is not a really significant person in my life... at least he is still quite an important and neccessary friend I have...

ERPZ! Why should I be the one to lower my attitude when he is the one at fault? Darn him! That asshole... so sickening @ times when he is the one at fault... I just dont know how to handle him... he's a hyprocrite @ different times to to think Miss Cheong still wanted to nominate him for the "Singa" award which I think he totally dont deserve it at all... imagining the winner of this award is someone who calls people "bitches" and "sluts" all the time... it is very insulting and very rude... and he likes making sarcastic, pessimistic comments to insult and make people depress... that is so SICK!!! I hate him at times... so sickening... and a moron... geesh... will we ever be friends back again or everything will just end like that? I really dont know... ( Confused State... ) : /\ (

Hussle Bussle - Buzzie...

2004-08-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

Hussle Bussle - Buzzie...

Wohh... What a hectic week it had been... 4 tests charging us at the same time, with all those up-coming events that's stressing me out and driving it to my edge!

Monday - Monday bluezzz...

Today was the silly com studies test that I did not have much confidence in (I'm not good with com studies for some time... one exception though hahaz). Mr Kent Cheong was busy running here and there marking everyone's assignment... to make things simple... he could have just asked the students to upload their works to ivle and block their access after the test so he could easily mark them, right? But instead, I think he was trying to drive himself nutz and busy but running rounds and rounds in the com lab to people who were raising their hands high and shouting "Mr Cheong! Here!" or "Mr Cheong! I'm done!", to mark their practicals. In some sense, his marking scheme was kinda unfair to some people since he was in a rush to mark everything (which was impossible), and also the time limit was too short for the completion of our works! I was panicking during the test since I didnt know how to do the assignments, I figured out I wasnt that bad... but tears filled my eyes as I was jumping up and down in my seat while I was struggling through the test... My heart was in a "heart attack" mode, since I just just just couldnt get the silly assignments right with Photoshop... Somehow rather, after the test, I sought some simple help from Kok Wei to assist me in the re-test after school, and boy... I believe I did quite well! : /\ )

Tuesday - Tuesday mood swingzzz...

Before the English test, I was caught by surprise since Mr Charles Low told us to use our own papers as none willl be provided... I thought it would turn out to be a composition rather than comprehension test. Since Ms Hoa didnt mention it clearly what kind of test it was, and everyone is so unclear of what to expect, so I kinda panicked... But well, it turned out to be a compre test... so I started doing it, sitting next to Rui Yan, who was so paraniod that someone might copy his "all-correct" answers, was busy covering his answers rather than focusing on answering the test. Thank godness, I was transfered to the back of the LT2 to sit a seat away from Da Xian, to spare myself from the torture of sitting next to a nerd. Hehehe... kinda weird that there was no graphic organiser in the english term test... hmmm, weird eh? Damn pissed with Mr Charles Low because he said "Why are you all seated in such a manner that index no. 11 cant hand up his paper properly?" well, it wasnt my fault that the silly teacher who came in suddenly told me to change seats since she felt uncomfortable that everyone was sitting "so close" ( so close that you can peep at someone else's answers... hahaz...) He made the whole class stay back, isnt it lame? But I have to admit he was really nice and patient at the start and I guess we made him hit his boiling point! Opps...

Miss Cheong came into LT2 1/2 way through our test to speak to Kok Wei... Guess what she said? Yes, you got it! We were in the nominated list for Grandfinals! I was jumping up and down like crazy... was so excited to know that we had a chance to get in! So we had to meet her later to discuss about our project... after a long day, we still had work to do... however, i dont know why either, I felt satisfied even though I was tired, maybe because I'm a workacholic? hahaz...

Wednesday - Wednesday scaresss...

Well this was the day when we had to present our project to Mr Hon - the scary principal!!! hahaz... Yea, after a torturing school day, we had to meet Miss Cheong in the LT3 to finish up the final touch-ups of our project to make sure we do our best as possible... then she gave some constructive comments to improve everything... before heading to com lab 2 since Mr Joseph Tan needed to use the LT3... It was 4.30 ++ already when we were told to wait outside the office with many other groups who were nominated too... unfortunately we were the last group, no you have not heard wrongly, we are indeed the last group to present... In the end, we stayed till 7pm ++ before ending our presentation which went well, since the judge wasnt Mr Hon, but Limth, Joseph Tan and Miss Yeo - Dean of studies... After the presentation, we still had another worry behind our minds - The history and geograpy common tests the next day!!! Horrible... really horrible... oh btw Kok Wei was complaining about the presentation like crazy since he was scared of not doing well for the tests as he had to devote his time on the project... so I was kinda pissed with him... : /\ P

Oh! And I damn pissed about something today... My chinese assignment was confiscated by Mr Chew during his science lesson because I was caught by him!!! Thanks to a bunch of idiots who were angry with me and wanted to take revenge on me by telling him to get me into trouble... I dont know where I have offended them or how I made myself so irritating in their eyes, to think that they want me dead... maybe I shouldnt be so nice to them after all... was wondering... how should I deal with them? Erpzzz, I mean using positive methods, not negative ones! Who said I will be like them to get people into trouble, jesus christ, they can be as mean as they want to be, I just cant be bothered... haiz... but I just have to change their attitude towards me... wonder how do I do that? I should sought help... but from whom? hmmmmm....

I was mugging through the revision for the common tests... didnt know why I focused more on history than geography, guess I expect the history test to be more difficult... My roomates were so paraniod that they wanted to study till late in the night like 2 am ++, I couldnt be bothered with them so I went to sleep early since I was kinda confident for history but not geography... well there's a story behind it... Here it goes: One lesson on one particular day during this week... Miss Cheong told us to study the sec 2 topics for geography, which involved Desertification, Agriculture, Global Warming... blahblahblah... but suddenly, we received news that aphelion and proed boys were studying other topics (Sec 1 stuffs), and the teacher setting the paper would be from aphelion, so we started to panic!!! Since we didnt know which side to trust and study for, Miss Cheong or Yap Hui Boon? Trust her? Trust her not? Miss Cheong told us to trust her so... I studied what she told us to do... briefly went through everything... my eyelids were heavy... ready to plunge into the darkness of my dreams... Each time I fell asleep, I would frantically wake up and wash my face... In the end when I could take it anymore and had to be realistic about the silly idea of studying to 2 am in the morning, I decided to go to bed, comforting myself that the tests would be easy and that I have studied enough... "The more you study, the more you panic" hahaz... I was afraid of "mental block", so I wanted to sleep early to get enough energy for the big day tomorrow...

Thursday - Thursday breezzz...

Double attack today... 2 tests! Geography + History! Hehehe... everyone was frantically doing final "scanning" through of notes to ensure that they remember their facts well... At 8am sharp... the deciding moment came, and you know what? Ernest was sitting next to me!!! Oh boy, I could sense trouble, however it turned out quite well that he did not create any trouble... Phewww... The paper was generally very easy ( you can see the difference in standard of ortus humanities teachers and aphelion ones... HUGE difference... ) and the most sickening thing was that majority of the questions were regarding the treaty of versailles... which Ms Teo had already hinted... and although I did study other chapters as well... the silly thing is that all the source based questions were on the treaty of versailles with a picture stolen from the Ben Walsh book... the first question was an inference one... followed by a similarity and ending with a usefulness one, pretty easy though... hahaz... quite confident will do well for this section since I spent 20 mins of the first question and only 10 mins on the essay one! : /\ P For the essay I chose " The great depression was a major factor contributing to the rise of Nazis in the 1930s"... but the problem was, that due to lack of time, I forgot to agree and disagree!!! oh gosh... the max I can get is 6 marks now for the essay part... Haiz... the other question was "The failure of the league of nations was mainly due to the self-interests of britain and france in the 1930s" of course, i chose the Nazis one because I remembered the points pretty well... The funniest thing after the test was that Rui An told me that he compared the sources wrongly! Hahaz... how silly and careless can you get? Oh boy...

History test lasted for 1 hour and we were given a pathetic 10 minutes break before geography test comes in next... terrible people... This was the test that I wasnt confident with now... I was kinda scared... but it was too late... Doom was awaiting me! Arghhh... God save my miserable soul!!! Hahaz... but who knew it turned out to be a breeze for me! Yeah! It was a great suprise to many of ortus students because almost 75% of the topics tested were on vegetations which Miss Cheong did not tell us to study... It was purely common sense to complete the test, it asked silly questions like "How may forests be conserved?" Isn't obvious and dumb? I just cant stand that aphelion teacher!!! Yap Hui Boon! The idiotic setter of the paper! Miss Cheong was damn pissed when she realise that the 'chicken-feet' test was not what was intended to be tested on... and she was very angry with the Yap woman because she was so dumb to teach back sec 1 stuffs, isnt it lame? Section B of the test was mostly about land reclaimation and I was surprised with myself for being able to answer them since I scanned through the notes like 1/2 a minute before taking the test... Everyone "ticum ticum" one for the MCQ... hahaz... it was purely common sense, those who cant do, obviously have forgotten sec 1 stuffs... Haiz... but the paper set was really not at all challenging... again we can see the vast difference between ortus humanities teacher's standard in setting test papers and this particular paper... i'm confident in scoring for this test, but will history repeat itself again like the previous term's science test when I was over-confident about my performance? I dont know and I pray that it will not happen... Please...

After that, I had to go for the rehersal of the national day celebration which lasted for 4 hours ++, very tired after it... Ms Foo and other new teachers were singing! known as the item brought by new teachers... she was kinda lame, because she was just opening and closing her mouth and no words came out of her 'jade' mouth... she was just acting... YUCKS! : /\ # However, I was impressed with Mr Kent Cheong and Miss Ho because they sang very well, they were the lead singers! Very nice voices, expect when they scold... hahaz... I was captivated by the 24 drums by wushu team, they were awesome! Very cool stunts and great gusto... the whole hall went "boom... boom... boom..." with rhythm... hahaz... then came the singing part by the teachers and vocal choir... wadever you call them... great voices... blended with the surroundings though hahaz... Yea, then it came to the ortus council cheer... personally I like the cheer very much (done by Rui An), although the lyrics werent very nice though, but rythmn wise, it was nice... so we had a rehersal on the stage, and all can be summarised in a word... "Disorganised"... It was totally unclear what we were "mummbling", even though we were cheering our hearts out! Maybe is because there was a lack of councillors there... some had afternoon lessons... or were slacking... Yikes! I was blasted by Tan Heng Yang in staffroom that day for not attending the council meeting... It's not like I dont want to go right? Because I was freaking busy with my projects day! which was a lame excuse that he did not accept for my absence for the boring meeting... That is something I dont like about the council, meetings all the time! and now what? I have to be in charge of term 4 EOTA! Argh!!! Now back to the point about the celebrations... they invited a 'dont-know-who-the-heck' woman to come join in the last part of the celebrations... erpzzz... but I have to admit she had a great voice! I think she's from Mediacorp... who knows? Then we had to join in the "merry singing", which was very heart-warming towards the end... and best of all, we had a popper each to blast the teachers! Hahaz... no just kidding larz... but Ms Foo was threatening me... she said " Cheng Yi, be careful ar, your Lit ACE is still in my hands! ", geesh do you think such a statement would frighten me? NO WAY! My Lit ACE were full already... Hahaz... I didnt know why I was feeling so light-hearted... maybe because geog and hist tests are over? Maybe... and the excitement of project's day grandfinals... and of course! The 4 days long holidays! Woh... yeppy! : /\ ) Just cant wait for it to come!

Friday - Friday holidayzzz...

Today is the celebrations of National Day... Singapore's 39th Birthday! The night before I was troubled at what to wear the next day, finally I wore the Union shirt which I really like a lot, bright-red and soft material... Several things that excited me that day were...

1. Performing the Cheer with the Ortus Council on stage...

Having butterflies in your stomach isnt a really nice feeling, especially when you know you are going to perform in front of the whole school, with thousands pairs of eyes staring at you... I can bet, you wont like that feeling... However, when you are with a bunch of friends or people, you tend to feel more comfortable and natural since you are now not only the main focus, but everyone is in the limelight... yea, so we got on with the cheer well, but one disappointing thing was that... the crowd wasnt even enthusiastic about joining in the cheer... Rui An's expression on stage was like 'erpzzz... -_-"', but he still got them to cheer 3 times which was what we had planned... it wasnt as good as we thought it would be... it was suppose to be the climax of the show! But it did not turn out so... we ended up having legs that hurt from the stamping of the ground, red-swollen hands from clapping... Haiz... but it was still fun though... working with everyone... sort of bonding I guess... : /\ ) 3 Cheers for Ortus Council! Yea!

2. Lunch appointment with Miss Cheong... - At Soeul Garden

Kinda excited to be having lunch with Miss Cheong after the National Day's Celebrations, with all her project group members, sec 2s only... Yea, so me, and my group + Rui An's group, who was suppose to present his project to the judges after celebrations to be in the grandfinals... from what I heard from Rui An, about Limth's tone, I'm very sure they will make it! That's great! Their project's really cool and all the best of luck to them! (although I wish my group who have the fortune to join them as well! Hahaz...) : /\ )... So everyone waited outside the staffroom before setting off together... 9 people were present:: Rui An, Me, Kok Wei, Chun Meng, Wei Seng, Altron. Dun Yong, Miss Cheong, Da Xian (insignificant character).... whose members like Guo Jie, Rui Yan and Jia Xin didnt go... I was kinda of a nice soul to ask Da Xian to join us and persuade him although he was kinda shy to go with us, since the groups present are only grandfinals nominees... Maybe their group felt inferior to ours, and was kinda ashamed to join us... since all the projects under Miss Cheong for sec 2 achieved an A*, while they got a B! So none of them turned up except Da Xian... (Erpzzz... -_-") and btw, Miss Cheong was pissed when she heard that none of the group members of "Creamy Culture" wanted to join in the fun... and she said if they are not going, then everyone's not going... kinda unfair to us though... but in the end, we still made it to orchard road, took a bus before exchanging for an MRT... One thing that really pissed me off, and was rather funny at the same time, was that everyone who went with me, were actually teasing me about my nationality! It's so insensitive and unfair to me! Hpmf... they were so rude, making comments like:

" Does Malaysia have MRTs? " - Dun Yong -
" Do you know that this is an escalator and do you know how to use it?" - Da Xian -
" These are advertisments and this is an escalator" - Miss Cheong -

My reaction to their silly comments was like "Erpzzz..." -_-", and my eyes were in the "cramp" mode, staring at Da Xian and Chun Meng who were the main culprits, and they returned me a "cheeky & sweet" smile... which totally made my eyes roll... and made a dumb statement which totally insulted me - "Welcome to Singapore!"
Yea, then when we reached Soeul Garden... the place was freaking packed with students... so we had no choice but to choose a Dim Sum Restaurant... which totally rocked when Miss Cheong ordered food like crazy! Everything was in abundance...and everyone ate to their heart's content! Cool, then we had dessert... and ended having the whole meal for 9 people to cost $200 ++, and everyone had to pay $6 to Miss Cheong ( $5 - her rule when you dine out with her... + $1 - dessert)
Had a nice chat regarding school matters and everything under the sun... and one funny thing waqs that Miss Cheong kept mentioning that she could sing very well (Do you believe? Yes I do! Hahaz...) and she was tempted to go into the karaoke room in the restaurant to do some performance for us since she heard some 'lousy' singing inside the room and claimed that she could sing better than them... although she kinda changed her mind when she knew that booking the room to have a meal there + singing would cost her about $300 ++ per room, I guess... and after the meal... we soon parted our ways and headed home to enjoy the 5 day holidays and have fun! : /\ )

Project's Day - Total Failure?

2004-08-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

Project's Day - Total Failure?

Disappointment was what filled my heart when I received the heart-breaking news that our project did not qualify for the Project's Day Grandfinals reached my ears. I stood there, inside Kinokuniya bookstore, staring blanking into the air with great disbelief, as everything around me went blur, twisting and turning...

It took me some time to convince myself that it didnt really matter, however, I just couldnt get the thought out of my mind... Am I trying to be an over-achiever? A mixture of feelings filled my heart... anger, disappointment, self-mockery...

Anger - a sense of unfairness, Estra (one of the grandfinalists for Resource Development), got an A and they qualified immediately for the grandfinals, while we got an A*, yet we had to be under the nominated list and had to present again to win the judges hearts and convince them that our project was worth being recognised in the grandfinals list. However, we failed to do so... I always felt that our project had great potential, although the ideas of getting through Finals and an A* never crossed my mind before, a bit of contradiction eh? Maybe our project wasnt as good as Estra... but there are several areas that we could have won or lost to them in terms of:

Originality and Creativity - Our project won them in this area, as their project was similar to that of ELF (Last year's project's day grandfinalist), so whats the point of creating something similar again? Whereas ours, no current interactive website on Avian Flu has been created to inform the public about the epidemic.
Potential - Our project won them in this area too. Estra's target audience are primary schools, general public and companies... Do you think companies will approach them to get such a web-hosting service or a website that functions like IVLE, when they can get IT experts to create a much better thingy as compared to Estra? Besides, what makes your project so attractive to grab the attention of the companies who would not even bother to patent your product? No websites on Avian Flu are bilingual, besides that, we have the lastest resources to help us... I just dont understand why... Why? Why? Why?
IT skills - Unfortunately, we lost here... : /\ ( I have to admit that their IT skills are much much much better than ours to create something like Estra, but we are not that bad after all, we still have Kok Wei! : /\ )

Disappointment - Everyone worked so hard for our project... we went through so much. Prelim to Semi to Finals to Grandfinals nomination list and thats where we would have to end our journey... We sacrificed a lot for our project, we stayed back to 7++ late at night for the nomination presentation when we had History and Geography common tests on the next day... It's just so heart-breaking to know that your efforts have gone down the drain... however, we still have thinkquest to help us continue with our learning journey! There's still hope for us, so I shouldnt give up!

Self-Mockery - Hahahaz, yea I do admit I was very self-conscious of my "face", since I was very confident of our project getting into grandfinals, and I put in on my msn nick... and now we end up not getting it, well I do expect ourselves to be laughed at by some people for boasting and our over-confidence... Just very disappointment with myself and my performance with the project. Haiz... I'm wrong... maybe Miss Cheong is right after all... maybe...

"Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are." - John Wooder -

Alright... everything's over now... over... But I wont lose hope! Never will i bow down to defeat! I will stand up again with my project group! We will! : /\ )

"I am not bound to win but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live up to what light I have" - Abraham Lincoln -

Disappointed but yet motivated...

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